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Author's Note: What Oliver might have been thinking during State vs. Queen.
I Would Kill For You
I made a vow to never kill another person again after I came back. I was still Arrow and battled the bad guys, but I didn't kill anyone. I might hurt them, or knock them out, but never had I killed someone after I got back. It only took one moment to make that all go away. It took Felicity's life being threatened that I knew what had to happen. I knew that I had throw out the vow that I made if I was going to save Felicity. I knew for a fact that even if he had let him go that The Count would have still injected Vertigo into Felicity's system. I put another bow into the arrow and fire three of them into The Count's chest knocking him backwards and into the windows falling to the ground below.
I make my way towards the window to see if The Count is really dead and he is. He's on top of a car and so he walks over to Felicity. I'm glad she's okay and wasn't hurt by the madman. I think I'm in love with her. I know that she loves me. I can see it in her eyes when she looks at me.
We finally go back to the club and make our way down to the club's basement where not only where all the Arrow stuff is, but the computers and the weapons are kept. She turns to me and says that she's sorry that she made him go back on his vow to not kill someone.
Doesn't she know that I would kill for her? I couldn't stand if someone hurt her just the thought of someone hurting her hurts me. She's special to me, but I can never tell her about that. I can never tell her anything about the way that I feel for her because I have to be The Arrow.