A/N: THIS IS MY FIRST FANFIC. ITS A BLACKWATER FLUFF AND I GOT THE IDEA FROM VAMPLOVER100. NEITHER BELLA NOR THE CULLENS EVER CAME TO FORKS.A/H.

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FOR AS LONG AS I COULD REMEMBER MY LIFE HAS ALWAYS REVOLVED AROUND A FEW CHOICE PEOPLE. THOSE PEOPLE ARE MY MOM, MY DAD, THE TWINS, SETH AND LEAH.

LEAH.

I DON'T KNOW WHY BUT EVEN THOUGH SHE'S MY FRIEND. MY BEST FRIEND IN FACT, I JUST CAN'T HELP BUT WANT MORE THAN JUST HER FRIENDSHIP.
I MEAN IT WASN'T LIKE I JUST WOKE UP AND SAID,"HEY, I'M GOING TO FALL IN LOVE WITH LEAH."
IT WASN'T A CONSCIENCE THING.

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IT WAS THE SMALL THINGS ABOUT HER THAT CAUGHT MY EYE AND HELD MY ATTENTION. LIKE THE WAY HER EYES LIGHT UP WHEN SHE FINDS SOMETHING FUNNY OR THE SOUND OF HER TINKLING YET, THROATY LAUGH.
THAT LAUGH MAKES ME FEEL LIKE EVERYTHING IN THE WORLD IS ALRIGHT.
BUT IT'S HER EYES THAT CAPTIVATE AND MESMERIZE ME.

BUT IT TOOK ME FOREVER TO REALIZE THE DEPTH OF MY FEELINGS BUT BY THE TIME I DID IT WAS TO LATE.
SHE WAS GOING TO MARRY SAM ULEY.

WHEN SHE TOLD ME SHE WAS ENGAGED I WAS SO GENUINELY HAPPY FOR HER BUT AT THE SAME TIME I HEARD THE DEAFENING SOUND OF MY HEART BREAKING INTO A MILLION MINISCULE PIECES.

LATER THAT NIGHT I LET MY HEARTACHE SURFACED FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE AND I CRIED.
I CRIED LIKE A BABY AND WHEN I WOKE UP THE NEXT DAY AND THOUGHT IT'S GOING TO BE A GREAT DAY.
THE EVENTS OF THE DAY PRIOR COME TUMBLING DOWN AND IT'S AS IF MY HEART IS BREAKING ALL OVER AGAIN.

BUT LEAH BEING LEAH SHE WASN'T GOING TO TAKE ME NOT ANSWERING HER CALLS. SO IN TRUE CLEARWATER FASHION SHE CAME THROUGH MY DOOR RAISING HELL IN HER WAKE. SHE HAD PURE FIRE IN HER EYES AS SHE WAS GETTING READY TO UNLEASH ONE OF HER WORLD FAMOUS TONGUE LASHINGS, THAT WAS UNTIL SHE SAW THE LOOK OF PURE HELL ON MY FACE. WITHIN THAT ONE INSTANT HER EYES SOFTENED AND SHE BECAME THE LEAH I LOVED FROM THE DEPTHS OF MY SOUL.

AND IT WAS IN THAT MOMENT THAT FOR THE FIRST TIME I WONDERED HOW DID I MANAGE TO FALL SO COMPLETELY AND IRREVOCABLY IN LOVE WITH THE ONE PERSON WHO KNEW ME BETTER THAN ANY ONE ELSE.

SHE KNEW ALL MY SECRETS AND EMBARRASSING MOMENTS.
SHE'S BEEN THERE FOR ALL MY BREAK UPS AND BREAK DOWNS,
I MEAN I NEVER FELT THE FULL POWER OF OUR BOND UNTIL THAT MOMENT AND IT MADE ME LOVE HER ALL THE MORE.

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SHE DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING SHE JUST LAID DOWN NEXT TO ME AND LET ME CRY TILL I COULDN'T CRY ANY MORE.
AND WHEN THE TEARS STOP FALLING SHE GENTLY PLACED HER PALMS ON THE SIDE OF MY FACE, LOOK ME DEAD IN THE EYES AND ASK THE ONE THING I WISHED WITH ALL MY MIGHT SHE WOULDN'T.

I DIDN'T WANT HER TO ASK BECAUSE I KNEW I COULDN'T LIE TO HER AND WOULD HAVE TO TELL HER HOW I FELT.
BUT WISHFUL THINKING DIDN'T HELP ME. SO I CLOSED MY EYES TO STEEL MY HEART AND I PRAYED TO TAHA AKI AND WAIT FOR WHAT I KNEW WAS COMING.

"JAKE PLEASE TELL ME WHATS WRONG?"

A/N:WELP THAT'S ALL REVIEW AND I'LL GIVE YHU CHOCOLATE BUT ANYWAYZ I SAW THE TRAILER FOR BREAKING DAWN I CAN'T WAIT NOVEMBER COME FASTER*BEGGING ON MY KNEES*