A/N: Hellos! Haven't posted a story up on this site in years D8….though I think I'll get the hang of it sooner or later. Hope you guys enjoys .

Disclaimer: Take a wild guess what I'm going to say 8D

I DO NOT OWN NEGIMA OR ANY OF ITS CHARACTERS….If I did, there would be a lot more happy fans out there ;D

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I was trying to protect you as I have always done.

I did not know what would become of today, nor any day for that matter.

I regret losing my guard while trying to protect you.

I was with you…I wanted to be with you.

I didn't care about what they said anymore.

I thought differently as I felt the blade pierce through my chest.

I wish I had brought up the courage to admit it before this…

I was dying and I knew it, and as I looked down to see your beautiful face, the one filled with tears and shock at the sight of my no limping body, I could see that you knew it too.

I am sorry for my mistakes, my flaws.

I was just not strong enough to prevent myself from falling for you.

I was not strong enough to prevent the demons blade from cutting through my gut.

I wanted to tell you for so long, and now it's too late.

I can see the fear and sadness that appears on your face.

I felt the blade inside me twist in turn, blood fell from my lips as I gritted my teeth to challenge the pain.

I took one swing of my sword, one swing was all I needed to seal this damned soul back from whence it came.

I fell to the ground, my breath grew hoarse, the wound, never stopping its flow.

I felt your cool hands, one over the wound, one caressing my neck.

I would say, "I'm sorry," over and over again, to prevent your tears from falling, but I knew that they would never stop falling.

I finally said those words to you, those three simple words that I could never get out until it was too late.

I heard you reply back to me, repeating it over and over.

I smiled lightly, my eyes shifted up towards the sky, but was surprised to feel something soft and warm against my lips.

I can't tell you how long I've wanted to be like this…

I can't tell you how long I've wanted to feel your soft lips against mine.

I kiss you back, tasting your tears, and shared your grief.

I would never see you again.

I pull away to rest my head back onto the earth's ground.

I sensed the darkness cloud my sight, causing your beautiful face to disappear within it.

I am sorry Konoka.

I couldn't protect your heart…

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Mwahaha! I never said it was going to be over 8D

Reviews and comments are always welcome to help inspire the mind ;D