Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight or any of it characters. Nor do i own the film Boot Camp.

Prologue
Because Of Him

It can't be like this. It wasn't supposed to be like this. She said I had to go to this island, this camp, just for a few months. She said it would help me learn, help me respect, help me heal. She said it was going to be okay. That I was going to be okay.

I shouldn't have believed her.

I should've fought.

I should've lied.

Should've screamed.

Should've run.

Should've just left home.

Should've done anything that could've kept me from coming here.

So blind. So fucking blind. How could she not see what he was doing to me, to us? He was the reason why I'm here. He's the one that convinced her to send me here. He's the one that had sent the love of my life away. He's the one that ruined my life.

My Love. My Edward.

I missed him so much. It has been almost a year since I last saw him. Almost a year since he was sent to Washington. He was forced there all because of him, my own personal persecutor.

Because of him, I wonder everyday if I will live, or if I will die.

It's all because of him.

The man she married. My mother's second husband. My step-father.

Phil Dwyer.

Sorry it's so short. Yes, I am starting another story, kind of stupid of me to do so when I can barely update for one story. But you know when you have an idea for a story and it just won't go away until you start writing it? Well that's what happen, it just kept nagging at me that it was affecting my sleep, so here I am, writing this at 2:00 am. Sorry for any grammar mistakes, I am very tired at the moment. Also the he/his in here is talking about Phil, the she/her is Renee. If you're confused, that's alright it's only the prologue and its meant to confuse you. Actually I'm not even sure i wrote the prologue correctly...it's really repetitive huh?

Any who, please review. I'm very worried about how this story will turn out. It's suppose to be very angsty, but I'm not particularly good in writing in that category. So please tell me how I did with this prologue, or if you have any suggestions or concerns. REVIEW!