Hey y'all! WHAT UP? So it was kind of weird when I wrote this. I was very bipolar at the time and didn't know what to do. So if it's bad I understand. Besides, I really love this song. And for you Evanescence fans out there, the song is called Surrender. So to understand it better, you might want to listen to that.
Spencer Reid laid a hand on Derek Morgan's back and rubbed it across the built body. "Is this real enough for you? You were so confused. Now that you've decided to stay, we'll remain together."
That's when Derek noticed the change in his heart. He didn't like it. He didn't know how he could feel this way about a man. A man. He stepped away from Spencer. This was impossible. He can't feel like this. He ran for the door.
Who knew Spencer could run so fast? He blocked the door with his lanky body. "You can't abandon me." With that he leaned closer. "You belong to me."
He was right. Derek knew he was right. He couldn't deny this of himself. Some stupid part of him told him to stay away from people like him. Spencer began to tear up. His eyes showed denial and dominance; a look Derek couldn't deny. He leaned in and put his lips upon Spencer's; but he didn't want this to go anywhere far.
Spencer pulled away and broke the ice, "Breathe in and take my life in you. No longer my self only you. There's no escaping me my love; surrender." Lust. There was lust in his eyes. He wanted to take this further; he knew he wouldn't have any regret.
And that night was one night Spencer will never forget. A night he'll never regret.
But Derek's gay-hating sense of mind came back to him. He knew that night was a mistake; wasn't it? He couldn't deal with the fact that he was in love with Spencer. Madly in love. He hated every bit of it. And to top it of with MORE hate, he just wrote Spencer a note and left with regret and denial.
The next morning Spencer woke up to an empty space in the bed where Derek had been. He just smiled, "Darling there's no sense in running; you know I will find you." Then he had a flash of the other night; he knew he could hold against Derek for years. "Everything is perfect now, we can live forever." He got up and got dressed in his usual Reid clothes. Today was going to be fun.
Derek hated to love him so much. His evil glares from across the room taunted him. He couldn't be in the same room as him without loving him. He went to the break room.
Well that wasn't a smart idea, because a soon as he did, Spencer seemed to follow…which he was. He locked the door behind him and looked at him with his taunting and evil glare again, "You can't abandon me; you belong to me. Breathe in and take my life in you again. No longer myself only you. There's no escaping me my love. Surrender."
Derek had enough of this. He wasn't going to let him win. He pulled out his gun and stepped closer and said, "Hands up slowly, give into." His heart was beating so hard he breathed heavily. He got closer with each breathe he stepped closer, and closer and closer.
Like it was on queue, Spencer pushed his pink lips against Derek's.
It totally caught him by surprise. This felt so right, so incredible.
That night was yet again another night filed with lust, and this time, love.
Spencer just so happened to call out, "Surrender. SURRENDER! Surrender." After while he whispered to himself, "You will surrender to me; there's no escaping from me. I know you me to be, you must surrender to me."
Author's Note: I know kind of confusing ending I know, but that doesn't mean you have to treat the review button wrong! Oh and by the way all the parts when they are talking are from Surrender by Evanescence.