Disclaimer: Naruto will never be mine sob
We've always been a love triangle of sorts. And a bizarre one, to that point. He's in love with her, she's in love with me, and I'm in love with him.
Funny how fate messes with us, isn't?
He makes my life worth living. He does. His smiles, even when they're not meant for me, light my day. His azure eyes, so bright, so alive, make my deepest dreams come true. He is my only reason to keep on, my north, my south.
He is my everything.
He made me realize how wrong, how senseless, how empty my whole existence had been. Always chasing success, in order to become an avenger. My only goal in life, killing a man who couldn't care less about me.
It hurts.
Because we are a bizarre love triangle. And his love will never belong to me. He will never belong to me. Because he's got his eyes set on her. He's in love with her.
And then, it hurts even more.
Because she'll never love him the way I do, she'll never see him as I do. She will never understand him as I do. She'll never give up on her stupid lies for him, even if I'd give up everything for him, because he is worth it, she won't.
She's too blind.
She's got a blindfold, and within her bubble, I'm perfect... And I'm not.
I've got the looks. I've got the intelligence. But he's got the heart. The soul. The determination.
He's the only one worth of being called "perfect".
...We're a bizarre love triangle. He loves her, she loves me, and I love him.
And even when I'm too busy being a bastard it hurts.
...Sometimes I even wish her to dissapear, to vanish, to go away. Maybe if she wasn't here, he would look at me. Maybe he would notice how much I long to love him. Maybe he would come to care about my feelings as he cares for hers...
But I know it won't happen... And I also know that my wish is unfair, and outright "mean". I know it. But I can't help it. I've always been selfish, used to have everything I want, since I was a kid.
But that doesn't matter right now, does it? No amount of selfishness, no amount of sadness, no amount of brooding or whining will get me what I want...
We're a bizarre love triangle.
And I'm pretty sure that when all this comes to an end, I won't be the one having a nice Ever After.
That's not how bizarre love triangles end.
And we're a bizarre love triangle.
( ... He loves her, she loves me, and I love him.)
AN:In my defense, I will say that this wrote itself. I was listening to the "Bizarre Love Triangle" song, and after blinking twice, this was already finished... And well, I'll be sincere, I do like this drabble xDD