Title: True feelings

Rating: T

Drabble made by Nasaki-kun, who doesn't own Princess Princess and writes only for fun and personal entertainment.

Dedicated to: xXxKeYbLaDeMaStErxXx (for her support)

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I don't know why I can't just tell him. But I don't know many things. Will I be able to finally say it someday, right there, out loud? I wish I knew exactly what to tell him, because I've hardly convinced myself about it.

When I first saw Megumi she was wearing such a pretty dress … but girls are supposed to wear dresses, you know

I'm proud of being a man. I'm not strong or manly, but she loves me. Imagine that! She likes the kind of man I am. And I don't need to pretend to be someone else when I'm with her. That's why I used to think of her as the ideal woman.

She is so delicate, and speaks so gently, I would gladly marry her any day. But I just can't.

Why?

Well, as I said, girls can wear dresses, and they look cute in dresses. But men don't. Men are definitely not cute. Men wear trousers, and they are good-looking not pretty.

Here's the problem: I'm stuck in this princesses' dresses every day at school. I'm allowed to skip classes whenever I wear this dress in order to motivate other students to do well at school. Other students think of me as a girl, not as a boy, and treat me different.

So whenever I go out with Megumi I'm still thinking of me in that way. That makes me sick. I keep torturing myself repeating this: Megumi knows Megumi knows

Yuujirou and Tooru don't care about it at all. I know they're my friends, but they are so different from me!

Yuujirou is very sharp and thinks everything in detail. He's also very smart, and does like the princesses' job! I feel some kind of an evil aura when I'm with him. Yuujirou enjoys teasing people. Specially me

Tooru is more normal, but he likes Yuujirou indeed. (He also likes to tease me)

So, as you can see, I'm pretty much alone

Except for him

He, who constantly smiles, who is so kind and so considered, reminds me of summer warmness.

Not even the very smile of Megumi-san can make me forget him. Isn't he amazing?

This note would be my confession. However, I could throw it away at any time and it may never come to his hands.

This is so secret that no one knows. No one must know.

But I want you to listen, and listen carefully. I still love Megumi. Right now I'm not certain in what way I love her, but even though I'll always do, something in my heart is secretly beating for him.

His name is Akira, and I first met him in this strange school where cute boys are meant to be princesses.

For now, that's all I'm going to say.

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