I stare at a story that has my heart racing, not of fear but of heart break. The Blood rushes through my body making me weak and unable to stand on my feet. Staring not at the story anymore but at the midnight sky warm tears fall silently down my cheeks and onto the dusty ground before my feet. Clasping the sand inbetween my fingers I shiver from the inside out. My heart beat calms as the wind brushes my roses cheeks in a cold graceful movement. Memories flood back into the night air as I sumble to my feet and begin a painful walk to the Konoha village. I let the story float from my hand and behind me and into the shadows were I can't see it anymore, heart hurting, eyes burning I keep walking on my dusty path before me.

I smile clinching my chest as the acking still pesters my heart 'Why?...', I ask myself this question over and over again until I fall to the ground with a thud. My breath hitches and I slide my mask off to get fresh air to my lungs, I put it over my heart and hope to ease the hopeless beat that keeps my blood flowing, life sinking from my eyes. Breathing heavy I sit up pulling myself together in one more atempt at the long walk back to the village that I walked away from so long ago. I'd had so many good memories there, I messed up, I don't want to go back but someone is there that I have to see one more time.

I can't take the feeling of loving someone so much and it end with my heart ripped out with words on paper. My heart beat loudly in my ears causeing hurt, love, and pain to mix within it. I had wounds that are healed scars but this one was deep, blood pouring from the wound, never ending pain. Everything goes silent in my mind, blood flowing from my heart I find the entrance to Konoha village. My eyes gaze over the forbiden line that I have to cross for me to see the one person that would ease my pain but gave the pain to my heart.

Sinking to my knees I weakly smile at what was once my home and safe haven for my heart. I was wrong to have loved so I'll end it for myself and say just once can I have a whole heart that beats in rythem, the way it's ment to? A shiver spreads down my spine and I get up slowly and walk to a one room apartment, looking in I see a blonde soundly sleeping and smiling. My gaze softens and I let my heary leap from my chest and take my breath away for a moment in time. It hurts, I let it go, posting a note to the door I returned to the dusty path that got me there in the first place, good-bye.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~NOTE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Dear Naruto,

I have one thing to say and I hope it means something to you as it dose me.

Even thought my heart maybe wounded, worn, and tattered I still love you.

love,

The masked man