"I-I don't know this is...awkward, I don't think this is going to help." I said to Ricky. "You're just to self consious, relax." he said, to me. "I can't kiss you!" I said with my eyes shut, and my arms wrapped around Ricky's neck. "You kissed me before we had a baby, I think you can kiss me again...just close you eyes, I'll do all the hard stuff, just close your eyes." I heard Ricky say. I expected him to kiss me right away, but he didn't. "Well..." I said. I was about to open my eyes, when I felt his lips upon mine, he kissed me in a way, that I've never been kissed before, not by Ben even!
Ricky pulled back, "Amy?" he asked, "Yea..." I still had my eyes shut, and my arms around his neck, "Your sister saw us," he said! "Crap!" I said and I really didn't care what Ashley saw. "Ok," he said "you can open your eyes, now." he added. I did, and I realized my arms were still around him. Ricky noticed too, because what he said next shocked me! Big Time! "Amy...that kiss, was....did you feel anything? Because I did." he said gazzing at me! What? He did, I thought it was only me! "Y-yes!" I said, then he crashed his lips onto mine.
Ricky kissed me once more on the lips! We kissed more and more. I heared foot steps outside my bedroom door. Then there was a knock! "Amy? Ben's here!" mom said, Ricky and I broke apart, I sat down onto my bed, and he did the same. "Yea s-" I started to say when mom walked in. "Oh! Hey, um...I didn't know Ricky was over! Would you like to stay and have dinner?" she asked him. "Yea, sure I'd love to!" Ricky said, mom left after, that. "That was close! I really hope you and Ben are broken up for good!" Ricky told me, before he kissed me again. But suddenly when we were about to break apart, the door flung open. "Oh! And Am-" Ashley began to say, but saw us kissing again. I broke away from Ricky, to look at Ashley! She just looked at us and said. "Come on Ben's waiting." and with that she stalked off!
We got up and followed her out and into the kitchen. On the way John began to cry, "I'll get him, you go eat." Ricky told me, "K" I said, before I went to the kitchen, greeted by Ben, and mom and dad. "Hey Am's." dad said to me as he brought me a plate, "Thanks I could have gotten it myself!" I told him. "Amy you look lovely as always!" Ben said to me as he sat down next to me. "So? How's everything?" mom asked but looked directly at me! "Good thanks for asking." Ben said. "Fine..." I said, "Ashley? Did you tell mom?" I said, and she knew what I ment! "No...Why?" she said to me just as Ricky came out with John.
"Look! John there's momma! He's hungry, will you hold him so I can make a bottle?" Ricky said as he came right over to me! "Sure..." I said as I took John, from his father. "When did Ricky get here? He never came in through the door, did he?" dad asked. Ashley looked at me with wide eyes, "Yes, he did he came in when no one was in the house, I let him in. He asked to see and John, so I let him in!" Ashley said covering up for me. Ricky came back over to me and took John and sat down on the other side of me feeding our son. We looked at each other than mouthed a 'thank you' to Ashley. "Amy has Jimmy called you back since your date with him?" Ben asked me. "No he hasn't," I said to him. "Mom? Can I talk to you alone!" I asked her. "Yea Sure!" she said before we got up from the table.
We walked out into the living room. "What did you want to talk about?" mom asked once we were alone. "Ricky and I kissed!" I blurted out loud. "What? Why?" mom asked me, looking kinda happy! "Because, I thought I was a bad kisser, and that's why Jimmy hasn't called me, so I asked Ricky to come over...to see if I was a bad kisser! And we kissed a couple of times, and once was when Ashley came in my bedroom." I told my mother. "Oh nevermind then, ok. Let's go eat, shall we?" she said.
We walked back into the kitchen, and Ashley and Ricky were smilling, at me! "What?" I asked them, "Nothing, nothing at all!" they said together. Ricky's smile faded, but Ashley's didn't. Why? Oh God. "Ashley? What did you hear?" I asked her with a smile on my face. "Oh nothing! But Ricky heared it to, but I'm not so sure about Ben and dad, because they're clueless, as to what's going on. And you just told mom, so she already knows!" she said grinning at me. I sat back down next to Ricky and Ben.
"Daddie...." John said "mommie," and with that he smacked his hands together! Ricky looked at me, and by the look on his face I'm guessing either John saw us kiss, or Ashley told him! I looked over to Ashley who started laughing. "What's so funny about John saying 'Daddie and Mommie'?" Ben asked, me. "Nothing. Ash, did you tell him, or did you see if he saw." I told her, looking amused, "Oh! I never told him, I think he might have seen." she said to me. I shifted my body ever so slightly so that it was more towards Ricky, than Ben. Dad noticed and so did Ben. "Am's? Is something wrong? You're all secretive, and nervous!" dad told me from the other side of the table. I gave him my shut-up-I'm-keeping-a-secret-from-Ben look. "What's it about?" dad asked, apparently he knew that look to well!
"Yea Amy, you've been quite...what's wrong?" Ben asked me, he stole a glance at Ricky. "N-nothing's wrong!" I almost yelled at them. "Amy can you please tell me, what's bothering you?" dad asked me, "Well I can't but mom or Ashley sure can." I said I looked at mom, who nodded. I moved my hands onto my lap, I felt a hand grab it, and I looked down to see it was Ben's. Ricky noticed to, because he went stiff! I gently left go of Bens hand, and looked at him. "Sorry...Just trying to make you feel better!" he said to me. "Oh thanks, I guess!" I said, I moved my hand back down, this time my left hand was caught, by Ricky's. This time I didn't pull away.
Mom lent over to dad and whispered. "Amy told me that she and Ricky kissed! But only because she thought she was a bad kisser. And that's why Jimmy hasn't called her back!" I heard mom say, I looked at dad. "Oh! Are you sure because I'm not so sure about that, well that is that was the only reason!" dad said as he got up, and walked over to get some more food. He noticed Ricky holding my hand! I looked behind my chair, and looked at him. "Dad? Are you mad? Oh and can you tell mom? And Ashley?" I asked, "No I'm not mad, yes I'll tell them! I'm happy though!" he said as he walked back ove to us, and sat down next to mom.
"They were holding hands! So I'm positive that they do like each other!" dad said to mom, to quite for Ben or John to hear. Apparently Ashley heard because she just shot up like a rocket and said, "Goodnight, later Ben. Goodnight, my sweet young nephew!" she looked at Ricky and I and smiled. "Ashley!" dad, mom, Ricky and I all said at once. "What, what's so bad, that I can't know?" Ben asked. "Crap! Um Ben it's late you should go home, I'm sure Amy will tell you at school, tomarrow." mom said leaving, with dad following her. Leaving me alone with the 3 most important guys in my life....ever!