KIm Pov
Have you ever loved someone, who never knew you existed. Someone you've watched from a distance, you've watched them in different relationships. You've watched them to try to learn about who they are and what they the while knowing you would be perfect for each other. That is Jared Thail to me.
Taylor Swift once wrote a song that described it perfectly. She said, "I just want show you, she don't even know 's never gonna love you like I want you just see right through me but if you only knew could be a beautiful miracle, unbelievable, Instead of just invisible."
My name is Kim and I have an invisible relationship with Jared Thail(17 Junior). At La Push high school Jared is the cliched golden boy. The boy all the girls want, and all the guys want to be. The boy who is the captain of the varsity football team, who dates the head cheerleader. The boy that everyone loves including the teachers(rare event). That is Jared Thail the Golden Boy.
And who am I... I'm Kim Conweller (17 junior) the quiet shy girl. The girl who never talks while the teachers are talking, and never does anything to get in trouble. The girl who you assume is stuck up, cold, or a goodie-two shoes. But in reality, the girl who is too shy to say anything to people she doesn't know, the girl who doesn't want the attention on herself.
I've loved or had a crush on Jared since I was seven. I was being made fun of because I lost one of my bottom and top teeth. I was just standing their being made fun of, when he charged in stood in front of me and yelled, " STOP, if I ever see you making fun of her again, I will tell your parents." With that he pulled me away from the group and asked, "are you okay." When I nodded yes he touched my cheek instead and said," Well I think you look pretty that way." With that he walked away.
I've had a crush on him ever since. All my friends think I'm an idiot for liking a guy for 10 years, based on one conversation I had with him when I was 7. I'm starting to think their right if he hasn't noticed me yet, even with me being with him for one class each year then he never will. So I'm going to get over him, or at least try to. My friends have given me a whole binder of articles about how to get over your crush. My friends just don't understand why I've liked him for so long, but whenever I picture my future I see it with him.
I'm not trying to be creepy or stalk him, but i feel like i have a connection with him, even thought i've only talked to him once. Maybe I am being creepy, but that's how I feel. I have get over him and on with my life,I have to do it for my friends and myself.
Honk. Honk. " Kim, Katherine's here," my mother called. " Coming" I yelled, as I trudged my way downstairs. I waved to my mom as she said " have a nice day at school."
Yea, my first day of high school since winter vacation, I wonder if Jared will be their. STOP thinking about him I yelled to myself. This is going to be a long day.