Chapter 1

That day Sam woke up as usual. Threw on some running clothes and started to head out the door. She got out the door and then turned straight back around, holding her hand firmly over her mouth. She sprinted straight into the bathroom. She couldn't understand why she was feeling like this... She then had a shower and got changed ready for work and headed back out the door she had not long nearly went out. On here way to work she was still feeling a bit sick and light headed.

Sam arrived at the ED and started to walk to the staff room avoiding all her friends. She put her bag in her locker, grabbed her scrubs and headed to the toilet very quickly. Tom saw her rush out of the staffroom. He thought she looked very pale, so he followed her. He waited outside the ladies toilets for about 20 minutes. Sam walked out looking around to see if she could see anyone. She started to walk to the staffroom, Tom followed behind her. They both entered the empty staffroom.

"Sam what's wrong, you look terrible?"

"Thanks Tom, every girl wants to hear that from their boyfriend"

Sam turned away from Tom and started to walk out of the staffroom, when Tom pulled her away from the door to ask again what was wrong. She looked at him and sighed and once again starting to exit the staffroom but Tom just let her go this time.

Sam got to the desk in cubicles when she started to feel light headed. She grabbed onto the side of the desk when Zoe walked past looking shocked at what she had just seen from the strong doctor she thought she knew. Zoe headed to find Tom to try and find out what was wrong with Sam. Zoe eventually found Tom and asked him what was wrong with her but he actually didn't know what was wrong with his girlfriend.

Zoe started to walk back into cubicles. When she saw Sam still in that very same spot as she was in when she had left. She walked over to Sam and asked what was wrong when Sam looked up and started to run to the toilets. She entered the toilet and went into a cubical and closed the door before being sick into the toilet. Just as Sam stopped Zoe walked into the toilets. Zoe pushed open the door to the cubical that Sam was in. It revealed Sam sitting on the floor crying.

" Sam what is wrong, you can talk to me. Shall we go up to my office"

Sam looked up at Zoe.

"Zoe I'm fine"

"Well you sure don't look it Sam" Zoe replied in a soft, warming tone.

" yeah and so I've been told" Sam replied halfheartedly.

Zoe looked down at Sam who began being sick again. Zoe bent down and started to rub her back. Zoe started to get up and so did Sam. So she lead Sam out of the ladies and up to her office. She placed her into a seat the other side of the desk to where she was.

"Sam what's wrong tell me " Zoe asks

" nothing I've just been feeling sick, dizzy and I've had lots of headaches" Sam replied with a whimper in her voice.

"Sam I don't like to ask this ... But is there any chance you could be pregnant?" Zoe suggests

"I can't be I can't ,we have been so careful, I'm due on today"Sam replied

"Well we better get you tested, do you want to speak to Tom first?"

"Um no not yet I will after." Sam stated

Zoe walked Sam to ladies toilets and Sam slipped in with the test in her hand without anybody seeing. Just when Tom walked past and spotted Zoe.

" Zoe have you seen Sam I can't find her anywhere"

"No I'm sorry I'm afraid I haven't Tom, but do you know what was wrong with her earlier?"

" no that's what I'm trying to find out, I just need to find her."

Tom turned around and walked back into cubicles when Sam appeared at the door. Zoe lead Sam back up to her office, they went in and sat down.

"Sam are you okay?"

"I'm ... I'm just not ready... If I am "

Sam berried her head in her hands and started to cry. Zoe walked round from her desk and started to hug and comfort Sam. Just when Tom appeared at the door of Zoe's office. He knocked on it.

"Sam I'm going to have to let him in... Is that okay."

"Yeah that's fine just do it"

Zoe stood up and walked over to the door whilst Sam dried her eyes. She unlocked the door and Tom rushed in and knelt down in front of Sam just before hugging her.

"I'll give you two some space, you need to talk"

Zoe left her office and left Tom and Sam sat in there. They both sat there in silence but Tom didn't know what Sam had been through that morning and what she had just tested for. Both Tom and Sam didn't know the result of the test yet. Sam reached into her pocket.