Perfected Hatred
I've gotten really good at hating you lately.
I've gotten really good at hating you lately. And that is a fact. You're always off somewhere. Somewhere, I can't find you. And that pisses me off. That pisses me off to no end!
'…' Is that how it's going to be? Have we come this far and now we go back to the "…'s". I guess so. And is this how it's going to always be? No don't answer that.
Have you looked around lately? Have you seen the leaves fall? Have you seen the colors change? Wait let me answer that for you. '…'
Am I right? Of course I am. You're all the same. The only people that still speak with me now days are Denzel, Cid, Marlene, and Nanaki. That pisses me off. A talking fire cat calls me more than you. Wait. Two CHILDREN call me more than you. That hurts. It hurts more than you could ever know.
Oh what do I know about pain? Oh! So now this conversation has turned over to you? I know a lot more than you think. I've lost family too. I lost love too. After all I lost you didn't I?
'…' Your still here? Where? I can't find you. Can you find you? The real you. Or are you still repenting? Are you repenting for something that you couldn't prevent? She knew what she was doing. And it wasn't your fault.
'Rinnnng' What the hell? Are you going to pick that up? Give it here then! …OH HELL NO! No here have it back. I'm not one to talk to anybody today. I don't even know why I'm talking to you. I shouldn't. '…'
Can you say anything else to me? Something along the lines of "I'll call you more" or "I promise I'll be back in a few days" or even "Goodbye I'll be home soon"? Could you do that for me?
'…' What do you mean that you don't want me following you? You ungrateful bastard! I've saved your life before! I can take care of myself! I am a grown woman, and you should treat me like one!
'…' Why don't I leave? Because I don't want anything to hurt you again that's why!
Hey! GET BACK! 'Mmmmm' What the hell? Why'd you kiss me? We are in the middle of a fight mister! That was cheating! CHEATING! You shrug at me. '…' I am supposed to hate you right now! Not returning my calls, out late, never home, missing holidays, disappearing from the face of Gaia, me taking your home calls, and me missing you!
'…' Yeah. I guess I'm sorry too. I've missed kissing you. I've missed your "less then 5 words conversations", I've missed the man that I hate so much when he leaves me. But are you back? '…' Really! OH! I've missed you for these past six months
I've gotten really good at hating you lately. But I guess that Perfected Hatred is going to waste. '…' Was that a laugh? I should roll my eyes and tell you how much I hate you Vincent. But I won't...why?
Because I think I love you.
A/N: Bored… . I'm working on Her and So Contagious…don't worry. Yuffie/Vincent...it explains itself, well I think it does. If you can tell me the person that is calling Vincent you get a Ninja point!
SE Leine