The Curse, a black cat fanfic

The Curse
By:: Melissa

Chapter 1
Train's POV

I hate this. I've always hated it. I can't handle it anymore. I don't want to handle it anymore. But who else could take my place? Who else could take over my job? I'll tell you. No one. It's just me. Only I can do it. No one else has the guts, the courage, or the mind to do this except for me. I'm alone in this world. Roaming alone in the wilderness, in the darkness. I don't want this job anymore. I don't want this burden anymore. I don't want to be me anymore. But it's not as if I can change my past. I can't do that. My past is who I am and that can't be changed. However much I would want to change it, however much I want to end who I am. I can't do a damn thing about it. The only thing I could do is end it. Just end it all. Kill myself and get it over with. Eradicate myself from the world and become a legend. But what good would that do for the world? It would do plenty of good for me but the world would still have criminals and killers and bad people. The world would still be a rotten place full of crap and more crap. And no matter how much I work to make the world a better place there's still a bunch of bad people and a bunch of evil. So I can't die yet. I need to stay and help those that can't help themselves. This is my curse, my burden, and my fate. No one else's. And by God, this stray cat will live out this curse till the end of the world.

Just a little drabble. A little Train drabble about how he feels about being a Black Cat. And i got the feeling that he didn't like it very much and just wanted to be gone with it all. But he's the Black Cat, getting rid of all the evil in the world. So it's like his curse and his fate and his blessing all at the same time. Anyways, please review! Thanks!