First the all too familiar disclaimer: I don't own Futurama or the characters, I have nothing to gain. Okay, this first thing is a song I wrote for whatever reason. I hope you don't think it sucks too bad. Then I had another story idea. None of it fit into the other three. Some of these were ideas and such for 'Of Metal And Flesh' they didn't quiet fit. At first it was gonna be a oneshot at Bender's feelings, but I've decided to do two more after; Fry's and Leela's feelings. It's each in their POV. I stuck the song in first, just because. I don't know if I'll go further after what would I guess be the fourth chapter with Leela, but I might. Stern warning: one sided BenderxFry, FryxLeela and with Leela it's complicated and I am not that far in. I really should stop this madness, but I love to write. "And when push comes to shove you gotta do what you love, even if it's not a good idea." This one has a bit of language, the other usual Bender behavior. The rest is clean (unless you count the "questionable" pairing), the song is clean. Also I know Futurama is funny and sarcastic, but this is not a comedy fan fiction like my other's. This is sorta fluff. The characters may seem a bit off, but I'm doing a lot of it in their POV's so it's like a glimpse inside to their true feelings.
Am I Wasting My Time?
Song for Futurama?
By: Terrahfry
Will you ever love me?
Or am I just wasting my time?
I'll always love you,
but I may change my mind.
Don't have no purpose.
I need a reason,
Or am I just wasting my time?
I- don't- belong
I'm not of your kind.
In this un-i-verse,
I may be outta line.
But when I look at you,
it's myself I may find.
Time makes fools of us all,
I don't feel smart right now.
I think I slept too long,
time must'a skipped a-round
You've always saved me from myself.
But you reject me--
think I'll let you down.
Will you ever love me?
Or am I just wasting my time?
I'll always love you,
but I may change my mind.
Don't have no purpose.
I need a reason,
Or am I just wasting my time?
I- don't- belong
I'm not of you kind.
In this un-i-verse
I may be outta line.
But when I look at you,
it's myself I may find.
I love this future,
but I wanna go back in time.
Too many compli-cations,
that plaque my mind.
The only thing that keeps me-
tethered to now.
Is the fact that I know you're there.
I guess if I want you-,
I'll have to stay here.
Will you ever love me?
Or an I just wasting my time?
I'll always love you,
but I may change my mind.
Don't have no purpose.
I need a reason,
Or am I just wasting my time?
I- don't- belong
I'm not of your kind.
In this un-i-verse
I may be outta line.
But when I look at you,
it's myself I may find.
My worst nightmare-
would be to wake up tomorrow
and find- that it was all a dream.
I can't live with myself
though I'm sorry
for the things- I left behind.
I just can't exist without you.
Without pause, I make haste.
Shudder to believe it's all fake.
What is my destiny?
What's my purpose here?
I feel out of place.
Self destruction is- my worst fear.
But because of you
I've changed my tune.
Just for you
I'll stay here,
That's what I'll do.
Will you ever love me?
Or am I just wasting my time?
I'll always love you,
But I may change my mind.
Don't have no purpose.
I need a reason,
Or am I just wasting my time?
I don't belong here,
I'm not of your kind.
In this un-i-verse
I may be outta line.
But when I look at you,
it's myself I may find.
Time makes fools of us all,
I don't feel smart right now.
It's a song I wrote for Futurama. It reminded me of Fry being frozen for his brain defeating purposes. The love part reminds me more of FryxLeela, but these things happen. It's just the lyrics, I think the tune would sound like a popish techno distortion of the theme, maybe. I dunno. -- hehe, I actually think it's sorta bad. I'z not a song writer :P