What girl didn't want anything she couldn't have? Wendy again sulked down into her plastic chair, she glanced over, They were glaring at each other, romantically. Again with this. It's like she was being taunted. None but her knew, knew the secret love that was supposed to be kept to herself, Stan trusted her. Mere weeks after she had broken up with him, moved onto Token, and broken up with Token, and wanted Stan back, he had already set off to find another way, and he found his way. The way to Kyle's heart. They'd been together for some time now, Stan pleaded for her to keep it a secret. "Wendy?..Wendy!!!" Mr. Garisson wailed. "Y..yes, Mr. Garisson?" "Finish the problem on the board!" He hissed again. She stood up, Still, the thoughts ran through her head, she was loosing her mind.
She had to beg him, reason with him. Surely he didn't love Kyle, he probably wanted her back as bad as she did. Wendy scuffed her black boots across the showy ground. She could win him back, No problem! She stopped in her tracks, Faced a smiling face towards the sun, tonight would be the night, she would win him back and NEVER let him go! She smiled tighly and ran off, to find Stan.
Quivering, aching fingers, slowly, deep breaths, Cannot back down, squinting eyes, reach for the door, Wendy was aching, but something told her this wasen't right, she rushed into a knocking motion. She slammed her fists onto the door. Stan answered, naturally. "Ooh, Wendy..Hey what's up?" Stand greeted. "Listen, let me in, we need to talk." Wendy stepped up a small step, Stanley motioned to let her in. She shook with fear. Why was she nervous, this was not that big of a deal. But still. She was so sure Stan loved her as much as she loved him, it'd always been that way. Always. She wanted him back.
Stan sat on the edge of his bed. Wendy followed. She started at him momentarily, then glanced at her feet.
"Stan, I've been thinking and..I can't hold back my feelings anymore. They're growing stronger, I want you back now." Wendy whispered into his ear. Stan simply stood, and infuratededly blared his eyes at hers. "No! You expect me to take you back?!" "Yes!" "Wendy..if it wasn't for Kyle, and wasn't for the fact I was..you know..Gay, I'd take you back! I'm sorry, But we cannot be" He said, apologizes and might-have-beens couldn't erase Wendy's feelings. "Stan, I can be all you need! Please, Won't you please, stay with me?!" She pleaded. "Wendy, no." "Stan! I want you to hold me like Kyle holds you! I want to be with you!, I want to be the object of your love! I can be, all you need Stan! I'm here for you! Don't be ashamed and hide your love of me, be fucking delighted with me! enjoy fucking me! Stanley Marsh, gay boy, I can.....be..all that you need, Stan. I love you" She took a breath. Stan paused, her every word brushed through his mind.
"Wendy, No." He said, beginning to leave the room. This conversation was over. He was gay, he loved Kyle, and he left her. No way was she getting his affection back. Tears streamed. Wendy leaped towards his back, "Stan!" She wailed, grabbing hold of him from the back. "Stan won't you please stay with me?" He slowly slipped the words from his lips, to make sure she understood, for this was the last time he would say it, This was the choice, He was happy, and didn't need her, she was being a nuisance, He then said
"No, Wendy." Her grip realeased after those words, she fell to the ground, on her knees, She had lost him.
*jade jinx
