Chapter 1 Proposals and Breakups

A million different things were running through my mind as I slowly walked towards the

restaurant Ben and I always ate at. He had called me this morning from work telling me

he needed to talk to me but it was better if he did it in person, and he's been wanting to

do this for a while. Thoughts of Ben proposing started to flood my mind now, could this

be it could i soon be Mrs Be Cheney. I finally reached the restaurant when i looked into

the window i saw Ben sitting there looking down at his watch. My heart started to skip

beats, I wanted to be with him more than I have ever wanted anything else in the world.

I made my way to the table, when Ben looked up with a smile on his face and then it

slowly faded away. "What's wrong baby?" I asked nervously. "Ang I don't know how to

tell you this.." Ben said in a low whisper while looking down at the table again. "Ben" I

said but my voice felt as if the room was spinning and i couldn't catch my

breath, was he breaking up with me? Before I knew it I was crying. "Angela please don't

cry, Im so sorry." Ben said lowly as a tear escaped his eye. "Ben I love you though, why

are you doing this. We are meant for each other." I was able to say in between sobs,

now causing a scene. "Angela I love you too, but not in that way anymore. Im sorry I

never meant to hurt you like this." Ben said as he was reaching over to touch my hand.

"Don't you dare touch me Ben! You owe me some kind of explanation" I almost

screamed. After dating him for 5 years and living together for 3 of those years he better

damn have a good explanation I thought to myself. "Well Angela I don't want to lie to

you anymore, theres someone else." Ben began to say but I couldn't listen to it . I got

up and started to run home. I finally reached our apartment and started throwing and

breaking things, I know its very childish but I couldn't help it. I took a deep breath in and

started to think about what would happen to me, I couldn't afford this apartment on my

own. This brought on another round of tears. I had no family left after my family died so

who would take me in. Then it finally dawned on me the only person who i wanted to

help me anymore was Bella Cullen.