Betrayal

by RedShoeParade

It's so easy to walk away. All the things you need to do go away, you are free. But why is it that nothing really does go away? You can never, never come back to who you were before.

Betrayal

It's so easy to walk away. All the things you need to do go away, you are free. But why is it that nothing really does go away? You can never, never come back to who you were before.

I ran away, I was only a kid back then. Now I live with that mistake, the mistake of an ignorant child. I know better now, I know what I will never be forgiven.

I wish that I'd stayed where I belonged. The case was probably that I forgot what I was living for, longing for. I left for something I thought I could get and ended up losing it anyway. I lost everything, everyone I knew left me. I don't blame them, I blame myself for all those things I did.

I didn't want to be that jerk no one liked. I left so that wouldn't happen. I became my own enemy, I've become everything I tried to stop. I betrayed everyone I could to get here and I lost it. I have nothing.

I worked for a man who betrayed me faster than I'd ever betrayed anyone. He's dead now.

I have been taken in by my old friends, the one's I betrayed. I know they'll never forgive me. I'm unemployed, no matter how many places I go to I can never keep a job. I need to get a job. I can't though.

It's so easy to walk away. All the things you need to do go away, you are free. But why is it that nothing really does go away? You can never, never come back to who you were before. I tried and I've failed.