You Never Loved Me
Disclaimer: I don't own Blood, if I did then I really would be Haji's lover and not some fan-girl…
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It's a never ending trial
I'm always the one in denial
You walk past me
Never seeing
I watch you go
Always believing
You'll see me someday
But before that I'll decay
You never loved me
You never will
I love you so
But now I must go
This hurts so much
But soon it will stop
I can't wait for you to call the cops
Our time together, it was sweet
You look so good, oh so neat
My blood runs down my spine
Nothing can make us rewind
This mess
There is no end or start
Only an aching bruise in my heart
It's black, so dark
I see nothing; only your hard heart
You stare down at me like a whore
Laughing in my face
I'm a disgrace
All you wanted was protection
All you needed was salvation
I couldn't give that to you
So you found someone new
I'm here all alone
Sitting broken in our home
You're not coming back
Now I can face that fact
You never loved me
You never will
My wrists, they slit so nice
To you, my love—it was such a small price
My love means nothing
So now I'll join it
In the deep abyss
You're crying for me
Why?
This is what you wanted
You wanted me to die
You say it's for the best
You say you never cared
Then why are you crying?
You're not the one who was dying
All my hope is gone
A broken heart with a broken song
Stop crying, please
You never loved me
That is what I thought
Now I'm gone
I gave you what I thought you sought
You always loved me
You always did
I always loved you
I always will
I'll watch you from Heaven
So no crying,
No pain
If it makes you feel better:
I never loved you
I never did
Even so
Please just know
I always loved you
And I always will
End
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A/N: Well, that was sad. Haji thought Saya didn't love him so he killed himself, only to find that she loved him all along…
I've got some advice for you people!! Tell the one you love that you love them before something bad happens!