Dear Danny,
Where do I start? It feels like it's been so long since I seen you. It has only been a year since you were taken away from us but it seems like a lifetime. Tom misses you too. I sometimes hear him talking to you. I hope you can hear him it just hurts that you can't reply. Dougie can't cope…. Toms thinking of getting him a counsellor but unless you're the counsellor I doubt it'll help you're the only one that he wants, the only one that can comfort him. You're all any of us need the only one that can make any of us truly happy again. I'm so glad you didn't suffer in the end. In the end it was just me, you, Dougie and Tom. We were always strongest when there was just the four of us. Now a link of the chain is missing. I miss you every day and it hurts to not see your smile, hear you laugh, see you dance, hear your always beautiful singing voice. I know you're watching over us supporting us. I'm sorry that McFly had to end, you always shone on stage, I miss playing the rhythm on my drums watching you in front full of life. I will forever treasure our friendship and keep out memories with me until I breathe my last breath. A part of me still expects you to bound through the door excited about something or to hear your vocal warm ups and amazing guitar skills. I always feel your presence when I'm upset or when me and Tom don't know what to do about Dougie and I sometimes expect to hear your opinion. I would just love to see your smile one last time. I now make an extra stop at your tree on your birthday and Christmas or when I just need a chat. Sometimes I just sit in my room talking to myself hoping you hear me, years go by and things change but the impact you had on my life and the friendship we shared never will, Like you said we will remain friends forever. They were your last word, do you remember Danny. I wish you were here because I love you so much. Every mile stone in life make me think of you wishing you could congratulate me or celebrate with me. The only way you would understand how much it hurts would be if one of us had died. I sometimes wish it was me but I knew how much you'd hate me thinking that. Plus I wouldn't want you feeling how I feel right now. I love you so much Danny. I hope we can see each other again someday. Goodnight god bless, sleep tight sweet heart.
All my love now and forever
Harry xxxx