hii guys

a new story, a new theme. this is about Bella, who is babysitted ( is that a word?) by Carlisle. Bella is always kind of depressed when Edward is gone, and Carlisle want to know what is happening.

this story is Bella PoV

as always, i don't own twilight, i only own the plot and my mobile phone ;)

I'm not Englisch or American so I'm sorry if there are any errors.

also, my other story, Cutting with the vampires, will go on.

long AN :)


It was Saturday. Every one from the Cullen clan was hunting except Carlisle, who was babysitting me this weekend. He wasn't going to his work especially for me. Of course I told him to go, but he didn't listen. Charlie was away with Billy, fishing of course. And I couldn't go to Jacob because Edward wouldn't let me go. But it wasn't really bad that I was stuck with Carlisle, because I wanted to talk to him, like a daughter would with her father, something what I couldn't do with Charlie. So here I was, sitting on the couch in my own home, waiting for Carlisle to pick me up. Edward left already this morning. I knew it was just a couple of hours without him, but I missed him already. I sighted, because I knew this was going to be a long weekend full of nightmares and depressed thoughts. When Edward left, I went in a kind of zombie state. I ate, slept and did almost nothing. Whenever he left now for hunting, the nightmares and thoughts came back. Maybe Carlisle could help, but I didn't want to tell him. He has already so much to carry. The health from his family, the fact that he was going to turn me in a vampire soon and so much more. But I knew he would hear me when I screamed and cried in the middle of the night. Damn vampires who didn't sleep.

I heard the doorbell ring, and walked to the door. I opened it and there he stood. the blond father of my boyfriend and soon to be husband. Carlisle smiled and I gave him a weak smile back. ''Bella, is there something wrong?'' he asked. ''No, no of course not Carlisle. Can we go please?'' I said. He nodded but looked worried. ''I shall carry your bags to the car then.'' He said. And in a second he was by the car. I walked to him and almost fell but I could find my balance back. I sat in the passenger seat and in a few minutes we where by the Cullen's house. And for this weekend, my house


so, there it is, the first chapter.

bye my dears :)