This is my first Glee-fanfic that I'm writing in english. I'm from Sweden and aren't good at english at all, but I'm working on my grammar and spelling to get better. Although the grammar is very bad, I hope the fanfiction can be read. Please, tell me if you find any grammar-errors!
This is one of the letters that Blaine's sending Kurt after The break-up.
Kurt.
I know that you problably won't be answering this letter, but I'm sending this to you anyway. I don't know if you will read this or not, but it feels like you do. I already know that I can't undo my mistakes... But It feels like you're still my best friend. Even if I messed everything up. And if you've read the rest of my letters that I've sent to you, you know how sorry I'm. I love you, but I know that you don't love me back after everything I've done, and that sucks.
I want you to love me like you did before. I want you to look into my eyes and say that I'm the best that ever happend to you... But I know it's too late. You can't love me back.
Do you remember when we still was att Dalton and we watched New Directions sing their original songs at Regionals? You know the song Rachel sang? The lyrics is fitting in to the situation that I'm stuck in.
What have I done?
I wish I could run,
Away from this ship going under
Just trying to help
Hurt everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is on my shoulders
What can you do when your good isn't good enough
And all that you
touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions
Keep making a mess of things,
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me to get it right, to get it right?
Can i start again, with my fate shaken?
'Cause I can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face mistakes,
But if I get stronger and wiser, I'll get through this
I will love you forever.
With love,
your Blaine