If Only She Knew

by fromunderthecorktree

Because that's what Hollywood does, they destroy you. You come in innocent and real, but you leave fake and snobby. She hadn't seen the real me, I was just like her at the start. But she came too late.

A/N: Ok, so I just wrote one of these about Portlyn and they are so addicting I had to write another one!
Shoutouts:

TeddyLover: Thanks for being my first reviewer on the one about Portlyn and the kind words. My rabid bunnies, like I said, are asleep!

sugar-rusher4ever: I love your amazing one shots, you inspired me to write these. If it weren't for you I wouldn't have considered writing this!

Disclaimer: Personally I think saying IDOSWAC ruins a story, what about you? Ya know what.... don't answer that!

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The words e c h o e d again and again.

If only she knew,

The way Hollywood changes you.

It chews you up then spits you o u t.

They don't care about you,

N e v e r have. N e v e r will.

They care about getting out their next story,

At the price of your happiness.

If only she knew,

I love my fans.

I'd do everything for them,

But I h a t e the fame.

I h a t e the pressure,

The pressure to be a jerk.

Hollywood has a label for everyone,

Mine was Heartthrob.

Unfortunatley, she had a label for me too,

It was J e r k throb.

If only she knew,

I loved her more than my fans.

Because everyday you l o s e a fan,

But everyday my love for her grows stronger.

If only she knew.

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What does this mean to you? To me, it's about how Hollywood took Chad and changed him into a jerk, all he wants is Sonny. But she doesn't care.
Hahaha cheesy I know right!!