Don't go.
"Let go of me Tokiya, I'm not going to disappear forever or anything. I will be back soon so don't worry."
Don't leave me alone.
"Tokiya….please don't show me that face. I say I will be back didn't I? I will be in England for two years, I will send you postcard and call you every day I promise so please smile. Aren't you happy for me Tokiya, this kind of job only come one in a lifetime so be happy for me at least once. Why can't you do that? I always support you in your entire job why can't you do the same?"
Otoya pat Tokiya head, he has already packed all his stuff. He can't stay long anymore since the plane won't wait for him so he better go now.
"I will be back, I promise."
Do you still want to go after all my begging?
"I love you Tokiya so please don't be sad about this. Please smile for me." Otoya ask, looking at his boyfriend that still doesn't want him to go. Griping his hand tight saying that he's in love with him many times but Tokiya glare at him. He's angrier than ever.
"If you love me why do you have to go Otoya, stay here in Japan with me. You don't have to work for the rest of your life I will give money for you." Tokiya still want Otoya to stay with him but Otoya just shook his head.
"Let go of me…..please." Otoya smile at Tokiya, it's a painful smile since he really want his boyfriend to feel happy for him. This job only comes once in a lifetime so he really hopes that Tokiya will be happy for him.
Tokiya seems getting angrier than he usually is, all what he did seems wrong and the old scar that he has cause hasn't disappear yet but he can hide it with make up during interview. Just like everyone has thought he got abuse by his own boyfriend. Doesn't want Otoya to left him he will do anything to make him stay even if it means to kill that person.
"I told you to stay why can't you understand that simple thing?" Tokiya shouts and pull Otoya hair making the boy scream, every time he do something to upset Tokiya he will always pull the boy hair.
"Please stop!" Otoya beg.
Punching the boy face making him scream for help even more, smiling as he sees Otoya is so weak as he fell on the ground coughing out blood.
I won't let anyone else leave me, stay here with me.
"Stop Tokiya! Please stop!" Otoya cry as Tokiya drag him to their room, Tokiya didn't change at all. It has been four years since they live together but somehow Tokiya didn't seem to care about his feeling and always being selfish. It hurts his heart somehow to see him being weak like this. If only Tokiya realize how much he was hurt by his hand.
Never stop torturing him but he still say he's in love with Tokiya no matter what have happen to him.
"Are you really sure he's in love with you?" Ren asks.
"Please just leave me alone."
"Do you want him to keep hurting you this is the fifth time you're in the hospital, why can't you just move out from that house! Everyone is ready to offer some help for you. I and the others are worry about you."
"I don't want to cause any problem to you guys."
"That's what friends are for."
When Ren pat Otoya head Tokiya enter and quickly ran toward Ren and give him a good punch at the stomach. Otoya can't help but just stood there frighten as Tokiya beat Ren. He is afraid of the person he fell in love with, the first time they met Tokiya was a gentle person and always smile but after they live together everything change.
His no longer the same person, now the Tokiya he know has change into a person that likes fighting more than anything else. Always go out with different woman but when he sees Otoya talk to his old friends will always get angry and start punching his friend and himself.
"Why can't you understand that you belong only to me?" Tokiya drag Otoya out.
"Otoya!" Ren shouts.
"Please stop this, you're hurting me!" Otoya cry out as Tokiya tie his leg and hands.
"You're planning to run away from me aren't you?" Tokiya smash the window letting his hand bleed but he doesn't feel hurt at all. His action and his heart has become a monster. He is such a terrified man.
"Please stop doing this, how many times I have to convince you that I will always love you Tokiya."
"I won't believe you, everyone always lie to me. They will leave me once they got bored or me. That is how it always been in my entire life. You won't understand this Otoya, I won't let anyone else leave me anymore."
Seeing Tokiya cry make him realize, Tokiya just doesn't want being alone but the way he show it is wrong. By letting out all his anger to him is wrong but since he's Tokiya lover this is the least he can do isn't it so…..
"Kiss me." Otoya says and close his eyes.
Tokiya came close to Otoya lean down getting near to him and brush his lips against his. Wanting Otoya to belong to him, to take every part of that person so no matter what happen he will be by his side until the end of his life that is his dream and wish. That's how he wants.
Embracing Otoya and lick the blood that he makes that is flowing down from Otoya head, flowing down to his neck. He licks it feeling its sweetness and bitterness.
"I won't go so please don't be angry."
Tokiya smile and embrace Otoya. "That is good. Now Otoya is only mine."
Otoya try not to cry, it is so painful and he need some pain killers immediately but if he scream of pain Tokiya will get angry for sure so he bit his lips trying to suppress the pain. Why did he do to deserve this?
"You're looking at something else Otoya." Tokiya use his warning tone making Otoya shiver.
"No I'm not." Otoya try to find a way out of this situation but Tokiya force Otoya to look at him using force with both of his hand. Smirk to see tears came out of Otoya eyes.
"That is not good, my love shouldn't cry when he see his beloved person. You should smile when you see me."
Otoya shout in pain and instead of tears blood came out from his eyes as Tokiya put in his fingers inside. Laughing as he sees Otoya was screaming in pain and then put his fingers deeper inside laughing as hard as he can enjoying to see the person in pain. Watching the blood flow out faster make him even more excited after a few moment he take the eye-ball out and put it into his mouth chewing it.
"Delicious." Tokiya say and lick the blood that has cover half of Otoya face.
Otoya can't cry anymore, he can't faint at all. Now he is just praying for the pain to go away and pray that Tokiya will stop this. It hurts so much.
"I love you…I love you." Tokiya repeat and embrace the boy who can't even move his body anymore, ignoring the blood that is still coming out from the eyes. "You belong to me and only me."
It was then he feel like suicide so he can run away from him.
"Tell me you love me Otoya."
"I love you."
"Say it again."
"I love you Tokiya."
"More!"
"I love you. I love you."
It so painful to even move his mouth but if he don't say it Tokiya might even cut his tongue or cut his legs. Tokiya will do anything just like last time he even take a knife and stab Otoya at the leg so he can't move and stay at home at most of the time with Tokiya but never once in his life he hate Tokiya. No matter how much thing he done to him he still loves that person.
He feel sorry for himself because he fell in love with someone like him despite that his friend keep warning him not to get close to someone as dangerous as him. Being fool by the outer appearance now being locked in a cage where he couldn't escape thinking if he chooses this path better stay inside it then going out making a new start. Leaving Tokiya alone in that path makes him guilty so he stays.
Staying close to the guy no matter how long it took he just want being with Tokiya and that's all.
"Hm….." Tokiya sigh as he wrap Otoya eyes, cover his right eyes. "Done!" He says excitedly as the blood didn't come out anymore, Otoya just stay silent as his boyfriend embrace him.
"Sorry about hurting you, this is all your fault for looking at something else that is not me. So remember this, if you ever look at something else again I won't hesitate to eat one more of your eye-ball and make you see darkness for your whole life."
Otoya nodded.
"Say something!" Tokiya slap Otoya face.
"Yes, Tokiya." Otoya says as he receives another painful mark, this will leave another mark on his face. Because of this he has to wear make up to hide this entire scar and bruise that Tokiya is giving him. Well he doesn't have to anymore since slowly people know that he got abuse.
"Good boy!" Tokiya says and put on the chain at Otoya, he whistle as he walk out from the room leaving Otoya all alone.
Otoya fell on the ground start to cry. "AH!" He let out a soft scream.
Tokiya just stood near the door hearing Otoya crying, he just smile as he hears it. "Otoya belong to mine." He says as he walks away.
It has been four years since they start living together and every day Otoya has to experience hell no matter what. If he got a job Tokiya will force him to stay so nobody will Take Otoya away. In his mind this is how he shows his love to Otoya but he never knew what sequences that he causes because of this.
"Ouch…." Otoya cough out some blood, coughing already hurts so much.
Rubbing his tummy feeling more is coming out, he barely speak now because now Tokiya has a habit of punching him and pulling his hair. Good thing he didn't use a knife like last time, he almost die back then.