A/N: Hey Guys this is my new story, i got the main idea for it from one tree hill and i was sitting in maths when it hit me that it could be a really good Chrisitian/Rose Story not many are written and i wanted to read one so i was like what the hey i think i should write one, but i couldnt get it started so i used that idea. so anything you recognised isnt mine. i hope you all like this, and Review : ) P.S this is poorly written so ignore all the grammar mistakes i suck at that stuff. so enjoy.

Dimitri left with that whore, Tasha, oh god how I hate her, I still can't believe he left, just like that he didn't even say good bye just left note on my desk, and all that had on it was one word Sorry. I wish he had written a long letter explaining why he left, so the questions that have been going around in my head for the past four months would be answered. What did I do to drive him away? What's so good about her? Or what was so wrong with me? But late at night when I would lay awake wondering where he was, what he was doing, I would hold his note close to my heart and wish he hadn't left anything for me to hold on to.

A knock at my door pulled me from my thoughts, sighing I got knowing that no one would disturb me this late if it wasn't important, I slipped the note under my pillow and stumble in the dark to me door, pulling to open and found Stan standing at my door, looking quite down.

"Rose, Kirova wants you in here office" he said gruffly.

I frowned, "is everything okay" I was starting to worry, I tried to enter Lissa's mind through the bond but I couldn't connect, I started to worry, had something happened to Lissa?

"Just please Rose go to her office" his eyes avoided mine and I pushed past him and made my way quickly to the Headmistresses office, when I reached her door I didn't pause to knock I just burst right in.

"Rose dear come in sit" okay something was seriously wrong, Kirova hates me, I mean seriously hates me, she had never said Rose dear to me in my entire time here at the academy. I sat myself in a chair opposite her desk, as I did many times when I was called in here to be punished. "Rose a few days ago your mother and some other Guardians were sent on a mission, some Strigoi attack, caught everyone by surprise" I realised that it wasn't Lissa that was in trouble it was my mother. "Rose Janine is missing" the words crashed through me, I felt a tug on my heart and my eyes water.

"What... are their people out there searching" my words stumbled out of my mouth.

"Yes I've had people searching and they've recovered body Rose" she walked over and put a hand on my shoulder. "We're not sure if it's your mother, I'm sorry to ask you this but, would you go and identify the body, you don't have to me can get someone el..."

"No, I will, I want too" I need to do this.

"Okay, I'll arrange for someone to take you" she smiled kindly.

"No, no I want to do this on my own" I protested.

"Rose, honestly I can't let you..."

"I'm going on my own" I sad forcefully, I turned and walked out, I just walked aimlessly alone the dark halls, my mother could be dead, I didn't feel anything heart breaking, I felt angry that she had never let me to get to know her as my mother. I fidgeted with the bracelet around my wrist it was a simple silver chain with a small diamond heart charm, she'd sent to me when I turned thirteen after she couldn't make it when she promised she would visit for my birthday, I remember being so excited that she was actually going to be coming here for my birthday, I remember being so angry when she called and told me she got held up and couldn't make it, I hated her so much then and right now, knowing that I might not see her ever again, I hated her and loved her so much.

I found myself knocking on Lissa's door, a few moments later she opened in her dressing gown.

"Rose honey what's happened" I just threw my arms around her and cried. "Shh Rose honey its okay, come in and talk to me" she soothed; pulling me into her room shutting the door, walking in I saw Christian lying on the bed shirtless.

"Geez Rose pick the wrong time much" he grinned at me, but it vanished from his face as soon as he saw the state I was in. Christian and I had a weird relationship, we hardly ever agreed on anything, we fought all the time, we got on each other's nerves and cursed each other but when we were in trouble or upset we were always there for each other. "Are you okay Rose" he asked pulling on his shirt.

"Mum.... her mi...Might be dead" I sobbed.

"What" Lissa Gasped?

"Strigoi surprised them and they found a body and I have to go identify it"

"Oh Rose" Lissa hugged me, crying as well.

"Damn" Christian breathed.

"I'm coming with you Rose" Lissa demanded.

"No" I pulled away from her.

"I can't let you do that by yourself" she cried.

"You can't come, it's too dangerous for you to be out there Liss" I snapped at her.

"Than I'll write Dimitri and have him go with you" she said stubbornly.

"NO" I shouted. "I don't want to see him"

"Oh Rose when are you going to admit that you do want to see him, I know you miss him Rose"

"I'll go" Christian's voice broke through our argument.

"What" Lissa and I said simultaneously.

"I'll go with her, I mean Rose and I am an unbeatable team, it's safer for me to go anyway"

"Are you sure, I mean I can go by myself" I smiled weakly.

"No it's fine Rose, you can't do this by yourself, and I don't think anyone could.

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Two hours later we had a car prepared for us, it took some convincing to let Kirova let Christian come alone I think she only agreed in the end because she knew he was coming whether or not she allowed it, I was grateful for Christian coming. While we talk to Kirova Lissa printed out directions for us, the town we're we had to go was about a four hour drive away.

"guys I really wish you would wait until tomorrow to leave, a four hour drive into a storm is dangerous" Lissa worried, as we got into the car, she'd checked out the weather for us as well, a big storm was supposed to hit the town tonight.

"The Storm will only pass through, trust me weather men freak out over the smallest things, it'll be gone by the time we get there" I reassured her.

"Plus babe if we leave now, we'll be back tomorrow" he grinned and kissed her quickly. "I'll call when we get there" he smiled.

"Okay be safe the both of you" she gave a small smile and Christian drove down the long drive way of the academy. I put in a mixed CD I made for the trip and got comfy in my seat preparing my for the four hour drive with someone I haven't willing spent an hour with in the same room.

A/N: i know i know she left a AN at the top why another one.

any ideas for the title name

i wanted to ask some questions

do you want me to continue this story

Rose and Christian are going to cheat but should they tell Lissa later or should she find out

should Rose get pregnant to Christian

should dimitri come back

tell me if you have any ideas and what you think of these ones.