As usual Emily was watching JJ from afar admiring every part of her beautiful body, thinking what she would do to her if they were alone and if JJ felt the same way. All the brunette could do was dream, dream a perfect dream where Jennifer loved her and was willing to be with her. But of course the young blonde had Will, ugh Emily hated Will, she really did. He doesn't look at her the way she does, he doesn't admire every piece of her, doesn't give her the attention she needs. Her day dreaming stopped when Garcia tapped her on the should her and gave her the look. Garcia only gave her this look when she knew that Emily was day dreaming about a certain young blonde.
"Em you're doing it again," Garcia whispered trying to the brunette out of her day dream.
"Sorry I just can't help it, I mean look at her," Emily said. Jennifer was laughing at something Reid said. Emily loved making her laugh, it sent chills though her body, the way JJ throws her head back and her golden blonde hair would fall back. Or the way she would cringe up her nose, which made her look even cuter.
"Earth to Emily!" Garcia said hitting her in the arm with some weird toy from her office. "Emily come on you need to focus, do your work for once and stop thinking about having sexy times with JJ." Garcia was giving Emily a glare as if she was saying to your work or I'm gonna tell Hotch.
"Ok. Ok. I'll try to stop, but I mean look at her. She's perfect. Even the way she walks is perfect," Emily couldn't help it. She loved JJ so much. She wanted her.
"Seriously Emily if you don't stop I'm going to tell Hotch."
"Tell him what?"
"I-I-I'm gonna tell him that you weren't really sick that one day. You just wanted to leave because it was JJ's birthday and you didn't want to be around Will." Garcia knew that would trigger Emily into doing some actual work.
"You wouldn't."
"Watch me," Garcia said giving Emily a flirty wink taking slow steps towards Hotch's office.
"Garcia! Fine! Just get back here!" Emily shouted, running after Garcia but not realizing where she was going. Right in the pathway of Jennifer Jareau. Emily rushing trying to grab Garcia, but instead she ran into the beautiful blonde pouring coffee all over JJ.
"Oh god! I'm so sorry JJ! I didn't mean too!" Emily was so embarrassed, she couldn't even look at the young blonde. All she could do was pull her own hair, her cheeks began to get all red. What. Did. I. Just. Do. Emily thought.
"Emily it's fine really," JJ was trying to clean herself up, but she was also laughing at the same time. At this point Garcia was long gone in her office hiding from Emily. "Em, it's fine really. It's no big deal. Emily calm down its fine." But Emily was having it. She just kept thinking to herself, and looking at the coffee that was spilled all over the floor.
Then she felt something that sent a rush of adrenaline and chills all over her body. Emily felt familiar hands gently grab her face. JJ was lifting her head up to look her in the face. "Emily Prentiss look at me." But Emily knew that if she opened her eyes should wouldn't have any control and she would just kiss JJ. "Emily open your eyes please. Look at me." And just like that her dark brown eyes fluttered open, meeting the bright blue eyes right in front of her. "Emily its fine. It's just coffee. I'm not dying. I'm fine." Jennifer gave her a sympathetic look that made Emily fall in love all over again.
"Ok. It was an accident. I really didn't me-," Emily was interrupted when she heard that thick southern accent she hated. JJ ran into his arms like she hadn't seen him in years. Oh god. I think I'm gonna be sick. Emily looked back and watch as Will was prying her off because her shirt was soaked. JJ was explaining what happened and began to laugh, he just stood there and nodded. Didn't even care. What a dick. Emily turned around and kept walking, her heart slowing breaking after each step.
"Oh God Emily." JJ was moaning as Emily was kissing her neck ever so gently. The young blonde running her fingers though the jet black hair. Every kiss she placed on her body made blonde moan louder and louder each time. Emily kissed all the way down to her stomach, teasing JJ. "Please Emily. I need you." Emily smiles at her request and begins to-
BEEP BEEP BEEP. "Fuck," Emily mumbles from her sleepy lips. Emily leaned over to turn her alarm off but then she stopped and looked at the clock. It was 3:27 a.m. Her brows furrowed as she wondered what the noise was. She turned to her phone which was lit up with messages. They were all from JJ. 17 new messages. Terrible thoughts filled Emily's mind. 13 missed calls. Emily sits up, her hands start shaking while a lump starts to form in her throat. 7 new voicemails. Emily was terrified to hit play but she needed to know what was wrong.
"Emily. Can we talk? Please. I know you're asleep. But I need you…" Those words played over and over again. Was she really hearing that? Emily snapped out it and began ready the texts JJ sent her. Emily please open the door we need to talk. The tall brunette ran for the door as fast as she could. She opened the door to see the young profiler asleep against the wall. "Oh my God JJ," Emily ran to side and picked her. She noticed that JJ had been crying. Who did this to her. I'm gonna kill them. "Emily," was that JJ mumbled as she barely opened her eyes to see what was happening.
I should be happy. She said she needs me. Emily placed the blonde on the couch, she going to grab her a blanket until a cold hand grabbed her arm. "Please don't leave. Just hold me." Emily couldn't believe what she was hearing, it was like a dream come true.
Emily sat holding Jennifer for a while, but Emily needed to know what happened. "J, I need you to tell me what happened," Emily cringed for saying that. This was the first time her and JJ were touching this much or this long.
Jennifer slowly sat up as a tears left her eyes, she explained that after she dropped Henry off at her mom's house she walked in on Will. He was in bed that "slut of a secretary", the blonde began to cry more. The worst was when he said he didn't love her. Saw that one coming. Emily held the blonde as she sobbed, her heart was breaking for her. She couldn't believe that Will did this to her.
As the room got quiet Emily wondered if JJ fell asleep, but her mind wasn't going to be able to grasp what was going to happen. JJ picked her head up to look the older woman in her deep brown eyes which oddly made her calmer.
"Emily. I-I know. I've known for a couple of months now."
"Jennifer what are you talking about?" Emily's heart started to race. Oh god no. She knows.
"Em, I know you're been in love with me," no words are said between the two. Silence fell as Emily's heart started beating faster and faster every second. But Emily was not expecting this.
JJ looked at Emily like she never has before, it made the brunette curious. The young profiler looked at Emily and pressed a soft kiss on her lips. Emily pulled away for a second, taking in what was happening she leaned in for more. Kissing JJ was something she wished for, and it finally came true. Emily couldn't stop, her lips were like her own drug and she was addicted.
She wanted more and more, JJ moaning in Emily's mouth was perfect. Hands were roaming each other's bodies and they both loved every second of it. Tongues were battling for dominance, JJ was winning slipping her tongue into the brunette's hot mouth, making her want more. JJ was ready, wanting Emily but Emily wasn't she could take advantage of her like this. As JJ was pulling Emily's shirt off, the older woman pulled away.
"No. We can't. J you've been crying all night, I-I just can't take advantage of you like this. As much as I want too I can't." Jennifer looked at Emily and just smiled. She knew she made the right decision coming over here. She looked in those brown eyes that she loves so much and how much she loved her. JJ grabbed her and placed one last kiss on Emily's soft lips.
"I love you Emily. I always have. I just never told anyone. I guess I'm good at compartmentalizing." Jennifer said giving her new found lover a wink.
"Come here," Emily grabbed the blonde and held her in her arms until they both fell asleep. For once she felt at peace, everything felt perfect and right.
As Emily slowing awoke still holding Jennifer in her arms, said the one thing she's been wanting to say since the day she started working at the BAU. "I love you too Jennifer Jareau."
