Mind trap 1

Rating: PG for now

Disclaimer: All hail the Great Maker! JMS!

Pairing: I/M

Summary: When Marcus is captured instead of Garibaldi in "Z'ha'dum", what will happen?

(John has just left for Z'ha'dum. Susan is in C&C when the Shadows arrive at B5. Marcus goes out in a Starfury, to help protect the station and is engulfed by a Shadow ship. Corwin tells Susan the bad news.)

Corwin: One of the pilots we sent out didn't come back.

Susan: Who was the pilot?

Corwin: Ranger Cole.

Susan: Marcus? He's probably gone traipsing off a mission for Delenn.

Corwin: No Ma'am, I just checked.

Susan: But… (She trails off)

F L A S H B A C K

Marcus: Susan! (He calls out from behind her as she marches along a corridor. She slows, to let him catch up.) Good morning. Got a minute?

Susan: Knowing you it will probably be 10, but yes.

Marcus: I wanted to ask you a favour?

Susan: I'm listening.

Marcus: My friend Andrew, "Delta 9" is feeling ill.

Susan: Oh great! We've got every available pilot assigned to a ship. I knew something like this had to happen. (Raises her eyes heavenward) You just had to do this didn't you? Like I don't have enough to do right now.

Marcus: Not every available pilot is busy.

Susan: Marcus. I know the duty roster ok? Trust me. All other qualified persons are needed elsewhere.

Marcus: From EarthForce yes.

Susan: What do you mean? To be able to pilot a Starfury, you have to have been in EarthForce.

Marcus: Exactly.

Susan: I don't have the patience for guessing games today Marcus.

Marcus: I was-- I can pilot a Starfury.

Susan: What? When?

Marcus: The war. Hated it. I worked mostly in Intelligence, but I've seen a lot of action from a cockpit too.

Susan: Wait a minute! YOU fought in the Minbari War?

Marcus: Yes

Susan: In EarthForce?

Marcus: Well, it wasn't in the circus Susan

Susan: Where?

Marcus: All over the shop. So may I?

Susan: May you what?

Marcus: Take Andrew's place for a few days?

Susan: Marcus, you don't know the drills, at this late stage –

Marcus: I promise to be a good boy and listen to orders for a change. On my honour as a Ranger. (Susan hesitates) On my honour as your friend.

Susan: When was the last time you were in a Starfury?

Marcus: Officially… the War.

Susan: And unofficially?

Marcus: 2 weeks ago.

Susan: Do I want to know how?

Marcus: Probably not.

Susan: (Susan sighs) All right. I will talk to Rivers. If he agrees –

Marcus: And I thought you were Delta leader?

Susan: I am, but I'll be in C&C most likely. Rivers is my wingman.

Marcus: Just like to know whom I'll get orders from.

Susan: Well, I will be your superior while you're in that ship anyway.

Marcus: You're the top dog.

Susan: I'm always on top.

Marcus: I'll have to remember that. (Marcus grins wickedly as Susan catches the double entendre and glares at him)

E N D O F F L A S H B A C K

(A few evenings later, Susan is sitting in her quarters, drinking vodka in near darkness.)

Susan: (whispers) I'm sorry. (She slumps sideways and curls up in a foetal position on the sofa.)