Hey my name is LadyRebel09 and this is my first Sailor Moon fanfic. I have loved Sailor Moon since I was a little kid so writing a fanfic about the characters is really fun for me. Now this fanfic might have bad grammar since I'm not that greatest person with grammar. So please don't hate me if there are alot of grammar mistakes.

Thinking

Chapter 1: Remembering

It was a nice warm evening in Long Beach. People were enjoying life, teenagers hanging out with their friends, families taking the kids out to eat and couples walking while holding hands. Yes, everyone seemed to be enjoying life except for a certain beauty. This beauty was sitting in a small restaurant waiting for her friends to show up. Her life seemed perfect, great friends, her own business, and a great apartment. But even though she had all of this she was not happy; her heart was not happy. But she was used to this feeling for she has had this feeling for eight years now. As she saw couples walk past her she couldn't help but become covered with sadness and when sadness covered her she went into her own little world; A world which held her memories of when she was happy, of when she was with him.

"Why the long face Serena?" said a voice.

She did not respond to the voice. She just kept thinking of those wonderful times.

"Hello. Earth to Serena Miller," Lita waved her hand in front of Serena's face.

Coming back into the real world, "Huh? Oh sorry Lita, did you say something?"

"Still going into your little world Sere?" laughed Lita as she took a seat next to Serena.

"Yeah, I guess that something's never change," Serena giggled.

"I guess not."

"You know what you need Serena?"

"What?"

"What you need is a man."

"Oh god no. Not this again Lita," whined Serena.

"Yes this again, Sere. Serena you're a drop-dead gorgeous woman, who is nice, sweet, caring and I could go on and on Sere. Any man would die to have someone like you."

Serena, who had her head on the table; she placed it there while Lita was talking, raised her head and looked Lita straight in the eye and said, " Lita, for the tenth thousand time, I don't need a man and I don't want one well at least not now.

"But Serena, don't you want to fall in love with someone? Have someone to hold you, tell you that with out you they are nothing?"

"NO, I never wanted any of that in my whole life!"

"Don't lie, Serena," said a voice. Serena and Lita turned around and saw Raye and Mina walking towards them.

"Hey, you guys look great," replied Lita.

Raye's hair was in curls and was wearing a red dress that hit on top of her knees with white heels. Mina's hair was in a messy bun and was wearing a white tank top with jeans and kitten heels.

"Lita, are you ok? I mean you think that I look good in this," answered Mina as she looked at her self from top to bottom.

"Yeah."

"Lita, your so weird. Raye's the one that went to the salon. I just dropped her off and picked her up but if she would have come to my salon, she would have looked then times better," said Mina as she took a seat next to Raye and Lita.

"Oh my gosh Mina, stop bitching about it. I told you my other friend wanted me to be her first costumer," said Raye

"Whatever," mumbled Mina.

"Well whatever, I still think you look great. Hey Raye what did you mean by don't lie?"

"Oh that, well I think Serena knows what I'm talking about," Raye hit Serena in the back, "Don't you Sere?" grinned Raye.

"Raye," whispered Serena in an angry voice.

Raye pretending not to hear Serena just kept talking. "You know Lita, she did have someone to hold her and tell her that they loved her but that was a long time ago. Remember Mina?"

"Remember? How could I not! Oh my god, Lita he was the hottest guy in the whole fucken school. He was tall, dark, and handsome. Tanned skin, a very, very well built body and his eyes…Oh my god! His eyes were the most intense midnight blue eyes that I had ever seen and his voice it was so-"

"STOP IT!! I don't ever want to hear about him. I don't want to hear how hot or how fine he was alright!" yelled Serena as she stood up from her char. "I'm leaving. I have to meet with a client at 7:15 and its 7:10 so I got to go."

"But Serena, its 7:10 I thought that you closed your office at 7:00 on Fridays."

"Well, I changed it. I now close my office at 9 pm on Fridays like the rest of the weekdays." She started to walk way but stopped and turned to her friends again, who all had a stunned face on them, said, "Lita, I don't need a man to make me happy so just stop." She turned her back on her friends once more and left the restaurant.

"Wow, we got her really mad, didn't we?"

"Yea, maybe we shouldn't have said anything about him, Raye?"

"NO, I'm glad that we did. When she was with him she was the happiest person in the world. Now she has turned cold-hearted and I don't like this Serena. I miss the old Serena, the Serena who loved life, who used to love talking to us about her true feelings."

"Raye, you know that the old Serena has been gone for eight years now. I don't think that we are ever going to see that Serena ever again," said Mina.

Lita, who was totally lost, spoke, "Um, if you guys don't mind telling me whom you guys are talking about, I would like to know."

Raye and Mina turned to look at Lita and remembered something. "Oh right Lita, you didn't go to high school with us." She took a sip of her water that the waiter brought over and said, "Should you tell it Mina or should I?"

"I'll tell her the story. Ahem. Ok so when we were in high school, our junior year, Serena met this guy named Darien Shields. Now I already said what he looks like so I'll skip that part. Anyway, he liked her and she liked him so they went out on a date and from then on they were inseparable. He and Serena made the hottest couple in the school. Girls hated Serena because she was dating him but she didn't care. Girls threw them self's at Darien and tried to flirt with him but he never paid any attention to them. The only girl he ever paid any attention too was Serena. He loved her more then life. He told me once that he was sure that he found his soul mate. When he told me this I was so happy because it meant that Serena found someone who would love her forever and he would never hurt her and she loved him as well. She was always so happy to be with him, her eyes shined like the stars when she was with him."

"Well, what happened?"

"She broke up with him and we don't know why. She never told us why she did it but after she did she was never the same. She lost her spark. She lost the ability to love any other man."

"Wow, I wonder why she did broke up with him?" wondered Lita.

"Mina and I think we know why but its just a guess," said Raye, "We think that she broke up with him because they were both going to go to colleges far away from each other and she didn't want to risk having Daren cheat on her but that's just a guess. Because I'm sure that Darien told all of us that he was going to go to the same school as Serena but I don't really remember."

"Well, if she felt that he would cheat on here then maybe he would have."

"No Lita, Mina and I both know that Darien would never do that! He loved her more than life itself. But you see girls in school always told Serena that sooner or later Darien would cheat on her and I guess that it got to her head deep enough that she believed it. I know that she still loves him even after all these years and that every day since she broke up with him she regrets doing it."

"Where is he now? Do you guys know?" asked Lita.

"We don't know. All we do know is that he went to NYU after she broke up with him, to become a doctor but we don't know if he is still there," answered Mina, "I just hope that she doesn't hate us for today."

"Yeah," replied Lita and Raye.

"Hey Raye, do you know when Amy comes back from New York?" asked Mina.

"Yeah, she comes back in two days. Can't wait too see her, she's been gone for too long," said Raye.

"I bet we don't miss her half as much as Greg does," giggled Lita. Both Raye and Mina started to giggle with Lita.

Serena was now sitting on a bench in a park not too far from the restaurant, where she left her friends. She called her secretary and told her that she felt ill and to cancel her last 2 appointments for the day. She wasn't lying; she did feel ill, her heart felt ill. If she could even say she had a heart since he stole her heart and never gave it back. She looked across the lake and saw a couple having a picnic. It made her heart ache for him. Seeing the couple having a picnic made her remember of a memory. She closed her eyes and entered her little world.

FLASHBACK

"Darien, where are you taking me," demanded Serena.

"Somewhere, alright," he said as he pulled on her hand.

"Why are we in the park Darien? It's 9 pm. This is a big park, we could get lost an-"

He stopped pulling her and looked at her. "Serena, honey, could you just shut up."

"Um, Darien, no one shuts me up. No one has and no one ev-"

Before she could finish she felt soft warm lips crash into hers. They stayed like that for a couple of seconds. When his lips left hers, it left her lips acing for more. Even though the kiss was soft and quick, it was filled with love and passion.

"Um…Um…" She no longer had words.

"You were saying," chuckled Darien, "Now, come on were almost there." He pulled on her hand once again. They kept walking for a few more minutes until Darien stopped. "Where here."

"Huh?"

Darien moved a few bushes and then Serena saw the most romantic thing she had ever seen. A picnic blanket was in front of her; with candles surrounding it, food was laid out in a corner and rose petals covered the rest of the blanket. "Happy 10th month Anniversary, Serena!"

"You remembered. I thought that you forgot since you didn't call me at all today or said anything when you picked me up," said Serena, who's eyes were turning glassy.

"I could never forget the day that the worlds prettiest girl became mine." He pulled her into his warm arms so close that there was no longer any space between them. She placed her hands around his neck, bringing his face closer to hers and whispered, "I love you, Darien with all my heart. You mean the world to me and I just don't know what I would do if you never came into my life."

Pressing his forehead softly against hers, he whispered back, "And I Serena, love you. I don't know what I would ever do with out you. You are my sun, my moon, and my stars."

Now crying softly, she said, "Promise me that you will never stop loving me Darien. That you will always love me till the day I die."

"No."

She gave him a stunned face. She couldn't believe he just said no. He gave a soft chuckle and said, "I promise you that I will love you till the end of time, Serena not till you die. Because I know that my love for you will never die."

Now smiling, she gave out a soft sigh and closed her eyes and in seconds her lips found his once again, this time lasting longer and more passionate. He broke the kiss, still looking into her now dry eyes; that were filled with passion. "I think we better stop. If we don't I might take you right here and now."

Serena giggled, "Ok." She placed her arm around Darien's waist and he placed his arm around hers, leading her closer to the picnic blanket. "Thank you for our, anniversary gift. I'm sorry that I didn't get you anything."

"Your welcome and don't be sorry. Just knowing that you love me is a big enough gift.

END OF FLASHBACK

She opened her eyes to see that the sky was now dark and saw that the couple across the lake was gone. She was alone. How she hated this feeling but she was used to it. Yes, she had people who loved her but she didn't want them; she wanted him. To hold her, to tell her that he still loved her but she knew that would never happen.

Why did I let go of you? You were the best thing that ever happened to me and I let you go. But I know that letting you go was for the best. You were going to be so far away from me and I'm sure that you found someone who loves you. But I don't think that you'll find anyone who comes as close as loving you as I did…and still do.

A cold breeze, crashed into her, making her hair flow with the breeze and drying her tears that had fallen from her eyes. As she got up from the bench, she walked towards the lake and saw the reflection of the full moon. Smiling at it, she turned away from it and walked away.

In New York City, a man with midnight blue eyes and jet-black hair sat at a small café, reading a book. But even though he was reading, in the back of his mind he was thinking of her, like every day of his life since she came into his. But ever since she said good-bye his heart was filled with grief. He wasn't the same as he was in high school. In high school he was happy. He street raced his car, went out with his friends, and had a girl who he loved more then anything, and studied when he had too. But now he didn't enjoy life like he did back then. All he did now was work. Now, even though that is what you do when you get older, work, people still have lives; he didn't. He only worked because he had to make a living; he only studied to become a doctor because he promised his father that he would.

"Darien, is that you?" asked a voice.

Darien looked up from his book and saw a pretty girl with blue hair, standing in front of him. He cleared his throat and said, "Have we meet, Miss?

Giving a small giggle, she answered, " Now Darien, I know for a fact that I haven't changed that much. Sure my hair is a lot shorter, but still." She saw that he still didn't recognized her, she sighed, "Darien, its me Amy White. Well now I'm Amy Tailor but you know me as Amy White."

He looked at her, thought about the name and looked at her once again; he remembered who she was. "Amy?"

"Yes."

"It is you. Wow, what are you doing here in New York?"

Amy sat next to Darien and answered him, "My grandmother died so I came to the funeral."

"Oh, I'm sorry to hear that."

"Its ok. That's life. She lived a good life. I just wish that I spent more time with her. So how've you been?"

"Pretty good, I guess. I'm a doctor now well more like I have my MD and all I need to do is my residency so I can go into practice."

"So your dream is almost coming true then."

"Well more like my dad's dream but I guess that his dream became mine in the end."

"That's great. What med school did you go to?"

"Well after NYU I went to New York Academy of Medicine and right now I'm doing my residency in New York Downtown Hospital but by the end of the week I'll no longer be doing my residency there.

"What! Why?"

"Because I have been offered to do my residency in Long Beach and since my mother wants me closer to her she is begging me to take it so I am."

Amy laughed, "I see that you are still your mom's little boy, Darien."

"Well, when you're the only child," sighed Darien.

"Yeah, I know what you mean so I bet your love life is great."

"Eh, not really. I don't have time for my love life. Right now all I care about is finishing my residency."

"Darien, you can still have a life love while doing your residency. I mean I do, heck I'm married now."

"Oh yeah, I completely for got that you wanted to become a doctor too. How's it working out for you?"

She senesced that he didn't want to talk about his love life; so she just dropped the subject. Even though she really wanted to know if he had a girl. "Oh it's working out really well for me. I too only need my residency and that's what I'm doing right now."

"When did you get married Amy?"

"Oh just over 5 months now."

"Who's the lucky guy?"

"His name is Greg and his studying to become a teacher. His everything that I dreamed of."

"I'm happy for you, Amy, really I am."

"Thanks Darien, that means a lot. Hey you said that you're moving to Long Beach, right?"

"Yeah."

"Well, I live there too. Can I ask where you are going to stay at?"

"Well for right now, I'm going to stay with a friend of mine. His letting me stay with him until I find my own place. You see I wasn't going to take the job but again my mother begged me and I gave in."

Amy placed a small grin on her face. "Well, you know Darien, I have a friend who is a really good real estate agent and she could help you look for a home."

"Really, well do you have her card?"

"No, I don't and I don't know their phone number by heart. Hey why don't I give you my number and I'll give you mine and when you get to Long Beach call me and I'll take you to her."

"Sure why not."

She took out a piece of paper and pen out of her bag and started to write her number on the paper; Darien did the same. "Here, you go Darien. Call me anytime."

"Thanks. Hey Amy, I would love to stay and talk to you some more but I have to go. Long day tomorrow and I have to rest," said Darien as he gave her his phone number.

"Oh yeah sure. Of course, I know how you feel. See you in Long Beach, Darien."

"Yeah, I'll call you. Bye Amy, good seeing you again." He picked up his book and walked away.

Amy sat there, watching him walk away. He hasn't changed much since the last time I saw him. Except for his eyes, they seem sad like Serena's. His eyes didn't seem bright like they once where. Maybe it was just because he was tired from work.

She stood up from the chair, from where she was sitting at and started to walk away. She walked for a few minutes but then suddenly stopped. "Oh My God!" she yelled, "I'm going to take Darien to Serena. I'm going to set them up. I'm turning into Mina! I think I'm going to have to call her and tell her what I just did and to help me!" Noticing that she yelled that out, she saw people staring at her. Her face turned a beet red; she said sorry and walked away.

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