She Ain't You, a law and order: svu fanfic

You make It hard for me to see somebody else
I'm calling her your name
Yea it's messed up, cause I'm thinkin 'bout you
It's your fault babe
I never wanted us to break up
No not this way
But you don't understand it girl

Fin sat awake thinking. He looked over at the figure lying next to him how the sheets draped over her curved body. Her ivory skin shining under the moonlight .But all he could think about was caramel skin, curly brown hair, and exotic brown eyes. He sighed and put his head in his hands.

When she touches me, I'm wishing that they were your hands
And when I'm with her it's only 'bout the sex
With you I had a bad romance
And if I could, just trade her in I would
Cause nobody compares to ya

He and Olivia had just got into a really big argument. He accidentally called her the wrong name. Her name. The bad part was he didn't even regret it. He thought he wanted Olivia when they were together but now that he had her it wasn't the same. It was just sex and granted that was amazing but he missed conversation and the intellectual conversations he had with her.

I think I better let her go
Cause I can't leave you alone
Every day that I'm with her, all I want is you
I wanna leave but I'm afraid
That you don't even feel the same
And now I realize that she ain't you
Oh (no she ain't you)
Whoa oh oh (Na na na)
Whoa oh oh (Na na na)
She ain't, no she ain't you

There was no comparing the two. Olivia was all about the physical. She was someone he could actually sit down and have a conversation with. Sheknew when there was something wrong just by looking at him. Olivia only knew there was something wrong when he didn't feel like having sex.

I've been sleeping out
For quite some nights now
It's not the same in my bed
But if she found out what's going on in my head
It'll be all bad, have me right back
But you don't understand it girl

He got up and put on a jacket walking out the house. Images of her were assaulting his mind. That slender yet curvy body, that throaty voice, that melodic laugh. He couldn't be in the same bed as Olivia while this was happening. He imagined her long legs wrapping around his waist. Finnn she moaned in his ear.

He snapped out of it. He knew it would never be. He messed up and he knew her, she wasn't letting him back in. He got what he wanted right?

No he didnt. The one he wanted's name started with an M.

So I'm Back! I heard the song on the radio and I had been trying to find some inspiration for a Felinda story (if you can even call this that.) And I found it in this song! I miss this place! Shout out to Johanna, Payton, and Gemma. My Filenda girlies! I hope you all like it!

~Zahria~