Disclaimer: Me: I own twilight… yay bought it off ebay for ten dollars Yay!!!
Stephenie: no you didn't… I own it!!!
Me: Crap gotta run.. (screams)
I can't remember the last time I went to school, let alone had any friends. I can't even remember the last time my parents told me they loved me, or even acknowledged I existed.
But of course everything was about Carly. My twin sister, who looks nothing like me. You see my name is Bella Swan and all my life I have lived in my sisters' shadow and I have no idea why. Maybe it is because she is tall, blue eyed and blonde and I have muddy brown eyes and brown hair. Not a look that attracts many guys attention in Australia, which is why I am so glad to be moving to America. The town of Forks, Washington.
Unfortunately I will not be attending Forks high as I had hoped. I will be home schooled, by myself while Carly gets to go to the local high school. Isn't that fair.
So as I sit in my new bedroom with my guitar, keyboard and lyric book, while my oh so perfect sister brags about starting a new school I write a song. I taught myself to play and write music after finding them on the side of the road on council cleanup day. My parents were less than impressed however let me keep them. I WAS SHOCKED.
Well my songs aren't great to say the least, but I find them entertaining. Especially the one I wrote about Carly, elaborating here and there.
I'm
in the business of misery, I waited eight long months, Whoa, I never meant
to brag Second chances they don't ever
matter, people never change. Whoa, I never meant to brag I watched his wildest dreams come true Whoa, I never meant to
brag Whoa, I never
meant to brag
Let's take it from the top.
She's
got a body like an hourglass, it's ticking like a clock.
It's a
matter of time before we all run out,
When I thought he was mine
she caught him by the mouth.
She
finally set him free.
I told him I couldn't lie he was the only
one for me.
Two weeks and we caught on fire,
She's got it out
for me,
But I wear the biggest smile.
But I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, it was never
my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now.
But God
does it feel so good,
Cause I got him where I want him now.
And
if you could then you know you would.
It's gonna just feel
so...
It just feels so good.
Once a whore you're nothing more, I'm
sorry, that'll never change.
And about forgiveness, we're both
supposed to have exchanged.
I'm sorry honey, but I passed it up,
now look this way.
Well there's a million other girls who do it
just like you.
Looking as innocent as possible to get to who,
They
want and what they like it's easy if you do it right.
Well I
refuse, I refuse, I refuse!
But
I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, it was never my intention to
brag
To steal it all away from you now.
But God does it feel so
good,
Cause I got him where I want him right now.
And if you
could then you know you would.
It's gonna just feel so...
It
just feels so good.
Not
one of them involving you
Just watch my wildest dreams come
true
Not one of them involving...
But I got him where I want him now.
But I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, it was
never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now.
But
God does it feel so good,
Cause I got him where I want him
now.
And if you could then you know you would.
It's gonna just
feel so...
It just feels so good.
The song is my ideal situation with Carly, will never happen, but its good to dream. As I play my song and look out the window I see a bronze haired boy, looking at me.
Crap I hope he didn't hear me.
"nice song" his voice was beautiful, almost as beautiful as his green eyes.
Wait, did I just say he was beautiful? Man I'm going crazy.
"Uh.. thanks." Whoah that was weird I mean couldn't I say something smart.
"Nice accent… anyway bye" and he was gone.
"ISABELLA MARIE SWAN! HE IS MINE AND YOU WILL NEVER SPEAK TO HIM AGAIN!" what? Since when did Carly know anybody from here? We only got here two hours ago.
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