Sue's Insecurity Chapter 1, a middle fanfic

I don't own anything. Only the story ideas I have added here.

All the characters and the Original Story are not mine and I write only the purpose of fun.

This is an alternative universe, does not follow the original story

CHAPTER ONE

Sue and Sean are already dating for around seven months and it has been a lot of happy times. But a teeny tiny part of Sue had a small feeling that Sean might leave her for a hot doctor or a nurse because for her Sean is like the dream guy which every girl thinks of but never able to have. So, just like a regular day, they were out for a dinner date at one of the restaurants and the waitress and even the front office girl winked at him. But as usual, Sean just gave both a polite smile and took Sue inside. Some women just don't care if a guy comes with a girl or if the girl that comes with is the girlfriend. They just flirt as if the other person doesn't exist which hurts her the most is that Sean doesn't get Sue's feelings when it comes to other women flirt with him, at least she assumed that he didn't.

So that is how Sue ended up with a lot of ice-cream with her, she needed some energy and some sugar on her system to start the conversation.

Sue was already inside his apartment and Sean stopped to get her night bag to spend the weekend at his place. Sue knew that she must let go of her fear that Sean might leave her, but this non-stop flirting other women was getting under her nerves. She had to get her mind clear and they are going to talk about it.

Sean knew that something was off with his girlfriend, but couldn't understand what happened Sue was quite excited and happy when they left for the date but as soon as they entered the restaurant her mood was off. He hoped that she would get ok soon as he hated to see her that upset. Thinking something cheesy to cheer her up he spends like twenty minutes at the car park. He could not get anything, so he decided to go inside.

Carrying her books and Sue's bag he entered the apartment to see that his girlfriend eating ice-cream and from his experience, she ate ice-cream either when she was so happy or so upset. Now, of course, he knew that Sue was upset. Sean knew that this was going to be a long weekend.

Sue heard the door opened and she turned her head and so Sean just went to put her things in his bedroom.

"Hey." She said when he came to sit on the couch next to her.

Sean smiled and gave a quick kiss on her cheek. She sighed feeling the love, but she was feeling insecure.

"Hey, what's with the ice-cream? I thought you would be full after that dinner and dessert we had." Sean teased, but he saw that Sue was not laughing but gave a sarcastic snort. "Suzy Q, are you ok? I noticed that your mood kinda off since the restaurant. Hey, talk to me." But he got nothing but a long sign from his girlfriend.

He felt like his patience also running, because he has had a long week at med school and with the internship at ER after returning from Ghana, his life has been better but a lot of voluntary projects for him to get more grades. He wanted to spend some stress-free time with his girlfriend and now she is also giving him the silent treatment that he had no idea.

"Sue! Are you going to give this silent treatment for me the entire night or the weekend?" He asked again.

But again he got nothing. He sighed and took the ice cream tub from her and put it away from her. Then he took her small hands on his and squeezed those and looked at her face. "Hey, I know you are upset but I don't know why? If you won't talk I can't help you, Sue. Talk to me please." He pleased.

Sue then looked at him. "Why me Sean?"

"..." He was blank with the question. "What do you mean?" He asked.

"Why are you dating me? I mean you can select someone who is a lot smarter and hotter than me. But you chose me to date. So, why?" Sue asked him.

"Sue." He started but she cut off him.

"From that front-desk staff lady to the waitress they all try to get your attention and you didn't even tell them that I am your girlfriend and you just give them a smile. Do you have any idea how hard it is not to break their neck? I mean I am just standing right next to you with your arm around me and some ask if I am your sister. What the hell! You just smile and we just walk away. So my question again why me? Why do you love me?" She asked again.

He knew that girls give a lot of attention to him but that didn't matter because he wasn't interested. Sean thought they already had this conversation. He exhaled sharply. That was it.

Sue gave him a frown but waited for an answer he knew that she was very frustrated and so was he while he really wanted to talk with her he also knew that both of them are not in a clear mind after a long week and top of that the awful dinner.

"Sue, I think we should call it a night and get some sleep to clear our minds. I know you need some answers from me but you are too angry now and whatever I say now will make you even angrier. So, can we just sleep now and leave this for tomorrow." He suggested.

Sue was quite upset she wanted Sean to scream at her and say something cheesy but instead, he wanted to sleep. Sue nodded as she knew he was very tired. So he took her hand and lead her to the bedroom.

Sleep is the last thing her mind. She was waiting for other shoe to be dropped. She suspected that sooner or later Sean would end things. So she cried slowly sobbing into Sean's pillow. She couldn't do it, wait for the morning. Sue assumed that he will break off things with her. So she decided to leave before that happens. She grabbed her things and without making any noises she reached the door, but her vision became blurred with tears that were running down her face. She knew he might be worried to find her missing in the morning so she made a small note to him and left the apartment. Thank god that Uber was available even during odd hours.

Sue knew if she goes back to her place or Orson Sean could easily come there. Instead, she left to Brad her only companion who welcomed her in any situation. She knew Sean didn't know where was Brad's apartment as he and Brad never been together outside his apartment, they always met for lunch at Sue's place or outside. She thanked that she had a place to be.

Brad was already there at his apartment entrance after getting a call from Sue during the middle of the night he started to worry and without asking anything he told his friend to come to his place that his roommate was at his parents for the long weekend.

Upon seeing the car he quickly reached for his friend to see she had been crying.

He gave a quick hug and started to sooth her but she said she wanted to go in. After grabbing her stuff they went inside.

He knew about Sue's insecurities and many times he explained to Sue how much they have seen that Sean's love for her, but her fantasy insecurity was way stronger than that.

After shouting at his friend for a good half an hour she started to sob even harder, but he knew that she needed to hear it. Then he hugged her closer and that was how they ended up sleeping while Brad tries to calm his friend.

Sean woke up to find his girlfriend was missing. After getting worried about what must have happened he then saw the small note;

'Sean, I am sorry for making you worried. I really didn't want to leave things like this, but seeing that you are not ready to talk to me and knowing that you would want to end things I didn't know what else to do. Please give me some time. Don't call me because I won't answer and please look for me I am safe but not at my place or Orson which you already might know. I just need a day to make myself stronger. I knew that this was how its gonna end for us. But do know I do love you more than you know. I am not angry with you but I am upset when you didn't want to explain to me. I wanted you to shout at me Sean and say that I have been stupid to think like that but you wanted to sleep. So I am giving you the easy way out. Love you always and take care, Sean.'

Sue

TO BE CONTINUED

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