He left about four years ago. I still havn't been able to get past him. I loved him, and he left without me being able to tell him. And if we-I, didn't screw everything up, everything would be fine. But...I dsid mess up, and now I'm paying for it.
"What is going on here?",Frylock yelled angrily as he walked in the living room. "Nothing. Whats going on with you...",I tried to think of something snappy. "And your mom." What, wa that? Oh well. "What are you doing to Meatwad?" Meatwad cowered in the telivision, glass all over him. "He's fine. What are YOU doing with Meatwad...at night?" Frylock glared at me. "Shut up Shake. What happened in here?" "We were just playing. Youknow. Like pals do." "He doen't seem to be having that much fun, Shake." "Well thats cause he's negative. Just like you." "Uh-huh.",he rolled his eyes and floted over to Meatwad. "Are you okay Meatwad?"
"No! He threw me in here!""Why?" "I dunno. He said it was a way to find out if the telivision was working or not." "And its not! You need to make us a new on Nerd." "Shut up!",he glared a me again. "Rawr hiss. SOMEBODYS on their period! " I'm not on my period! I don't get periods!" "Are you sure?" "Yes! Shut up." "Whatever. I'm going to the store later maybe I could get you some tampons.",I laughed. He punched me and I staggered back. "F You, Shake!" He stormed off to his room.
The impact of the punch was feirce and really hurt. But Meatwad sure enjoyed watching it. "What are you lauyghing at?" "Nothing...cept you just just got hit." "Ih, you think thats funny don't ya?" I grabbed a baseball bat and chased him around the house and yard.
We all went to bed that night and the next day, he was just gone. Vanished. He left without telling anyone. For about a week we waited and waited for him to return. But I knew he wouldn't. And Meatwad knew he wouldn't. He had left for good this time. Not like the time when he left and said he wouldn't but did. It was real tthis time and we came to accept it.
Although we did actually learn from last time and that saved us from infections and the house bursting into flames.
I missed him so much though. It was so lonely without him there. Without him yelling or joking or making sure we were okay. Just like afather...but so much more to me. Like a caring boyfreind. Which I wished so bad he was. I wish we were actually together. But we wern't and I had to accept that. I'd never see him again unless he got big and famous.
One thought I couldn't stand though, was that some girl might have him all to herself. I had the security of living with him so I could know if he hada girlfreind, then crush their relationship. Luckily for me though, he never did. I wasn't even afraid of that computer repair girl. She wasn't into him.
But now, He was out there, God knows where, and I couldn't be there with him. I just want to be with him.
Were fine now on our own. I havn't even layed a hand on Meatwad ever scince he left. That was the thing that drove him away. I was sort of nice to him ever scice then. Which has made things easier. There was still this weird aroma around the house though. The three of us were spose to be together as one big family.
Everyday though, I hope and pary that he comes back. Even just for a visit. So I could tell him how much he means and never let go of him. Only in dreams though, huh?
"Nothing's worth losing
Especially the chance to make it right.
And I know that we're gonna be fine
And the tattooed mistakes
Are gonna fade over time
As long as we live, time passes by
And we won't get it back when we die"