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I glare at Tris when im introduced she looks so much like prim. But never had to worry about being picked to go in the arena. I know it's irrational but I feel it I hate her she looks like what I imagine prim would have looked like if she had the chance to grow up.

Peeta grabs my hand as he sees my face he says we have to go meet four. four? What kind of name is that I thought district 1 had weird names but this place... Chicago? The names are insane like some are normal but then there are names like tris and four the hell are those names

peeta and I walk down to meet four. Our instructor to get into the… dauntless. When we are walking I'm so lost in my thoughts that I barely hear Peeta when asks," What's your problem with that girl." I debated not telling him but then I think twice and say the truth," she looks like what I imagined prim would look like when she turned 16." I see his face turn into concern as he stops walking." Katniss shes not prim," he says.

I Quickly respond." I know its just… I don't know these people... have no idea what it's like to go to bed hungry. Or what its like to wake up screaming from nightmares, or to watch someone die. we thought districts 1,2,4 were privileged because they were capitol favorites but they suffered just as much as we did… but this place is a whole other level of privileged. And i know its not their fault but it gets me so mad because the two of the sweetest girls I knew died so young Rue at the hand of marvel and then prim while she was trying to help someone. Its horrible and I know its not fair to be rude to them because its not their fault but I don't know it gets me so mad."

Peeta nods this is what I love about him at even the most insane things he will listen." you know this is one of the things I love l most about you." I say. peeta smiles and turns to me." what?" he asks " you listen to me even when I say crazy things.'' I lean over and kiss him. And I will not be the first to pull away and I don't he does and whispers," your not crazy"

I nod ok. The next day we are waking to training when I suddenly feel nauseous. I tell Peeta ill catch up with him he says," what's wrong?" it to late cause I'm already running to the bathroom when i get there i immedently start throwing up peeta must hear because he waits out side after awhile peeta askes,"are you ok?". I answer ,"Just peachy". I wash my ands and walk out peeta says." You could tell four you dont feel well so you dont have to go to training." " yeah but if i do i will be missing the first day of training so how would that make me look so i will tough through it and i feel fine now." even thought i lied when i say i feel better it makes peeta look like he feels s bit better.

When we walk in it's obvious we are late but we just walking and take our place everyone is sitting but I don't feel comfortable so I stand up leaning against the wall. Four says we will be focusing on hand in hand combat today Peeta is amazing at that because he's so strong he could beat anyone here not to mention he's pretty fast considering he has a fake leg he says who will go first and then Peeta's name he says hes fighting someone named peter next will be tris and...me?.Tris says," shouldn't we give Katniss and peeta time to would not be fair if I beat her with not training" when four looks my way I say," life is not always fair and we have had more training then you could ever imagine." Peeta looks my way and he knows what I'm talking about I mean two games I think we can manage.

The first fight is over before it starts the tall one knocks the other out on the second punch. Next up is Peeta and peter. Peter says something to Peeta which makes his face turn to stone I've only seen this expression on his once in district thirteen. Four tells them to fight when that happens peter is first to throw a punch which Peeta doges and ducks under and flips him over and when Peter flys over Peeta's shoulder and Peeta easily pins him down that's when everyone sees his metal leg. There is a gasp when everyone is turning to me. After about a minute I'm sick of it and I say," Yeah he has metal leg and I you can stop staring at me." that gets everyone to stop staring four finally calls it when he sees peters not getting out of Peeta's grip any time soon.

Now it's my turn everyone is staring again now I can't say anything because this is what they are supposed to be watching. Four signals to start and then something happened before I know what's happening I'm punching her shes bleeding now I'm not here any more tris is clove and I'm back in the area I keep punching clove her and her friends killed Rue. I'm punching and punching and punching shes unconscious now I am almost crying no I won't give her the satisfaction so I keep punching when suddenly being pulled off of her Cato must be here. I swing and punch when I try to get out of his grasp but hes stronger than before I don't know why he smells like Peeta and then I'm pushed out of that dream? I guess and back in the training place but I see tris and she's bleeding I realize Peeta pulled me off and is whispering, "shh it's ok it's ok." he must have known where I was when I realize the blood on my hands.

I did not mean to I say to he says is he when I girl comes up to me and goes to grab me and starts screaming.

"He said to stop you phyco bitch." she goes to hit me when Peeta grabs her she says," what are going to do protect your little girlfriend" I don't know how but Peeta stays calm and says," she did not mean to hurt your friend." then the girl give a laugh," did not mean to MY ASS." Peeta calmly replies," you don't know Katniss. And I do she would never do that on purpose. And if you knew the whole story you would not blame her either."

Peeta pulls me up and tells me to go to sleep I nod and follow him into the bunker Peeta lays down with me and askes me what the vision was about.i tell him about me being in the arena and how this was not tris she was clove and how I could not hear anything.

Four comes into the room no doubt to yell at me considering their dating I don't blame him. When he stands there he surprises me when he asks," Where were you? Because I know you were not in that room with me tris and the others."