Ohemmgee this is my first fanfic ever!!! So Excited!!

Okay Normal Disclaimer **I Own No CHaracters in this fanfic (except Lana) so Richelle mead can take her finger off her lawyers speed dial button**

okay so please review and i might add another chapter!! so anyway this takes place after the attack on the school in Shadow Kiss

ihope you guys like it!! xxoo Love To All

"Wait, no Liss I don't want to get up there I'll make a fool of myself!" I protested as she dragged me up to the side of the stage.

"Come on Rose you have to sing I've heard you before your amazing!" She chatted quickly to the DJ as I tried to pull away but here nails dug in as soon as she felt me struggle to escape.

"No Liss please..," I was begging and she wasn't budging damn! "I really don't want to, I-I-I Just Can't." She didn't care I was singing whether I liked it or not.

She turned to me "Okay, you're on after Lana."

UGHHH, I groaned, Lissa had convinced me to come to this stupid party and now I was about to sing in front of our whole grade after not even 12 hours ago losing the other half of my heart and soul..Dimitri.

When the Moroi on the stage had finished singing her own too PERSONAL rendition of Sex On Fire she stumbled down the stairs nearly knocking me down in the process.

I glanced at Lissa who gave me a thumb up; I rolled my eyes and walked over to the side of the stage. "Hey man, can you play I'm Here Without you, it's by 3 Doors Down." He gave me a quick nod and flicked through the songs on his playlist he pointed at me just as the song started to play.

I took a deep breath in and started to sing, all eyes were on me and Lissa just sat and cheered me on for encouragement. The only person on my mind the whole time was Dimitri.

A hundred days have made me older

Since the last time that I've saw your pretty face (I pictured his beautiful face in my mind, his hair, his brown eyes..)

A thousand lights have made me colder and I don't think I can look at this the same

But all the miles that separate

They disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face (they did, I couldn't let go in my mind)

I'm here without you baby
but you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
but you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me (I thought back to the cabin, it was just me and him, no one else ..)

The miles just keep rollin'
as the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated (my life was beyond overrated)
but I hope that it gets better as we go (I glanced at Lissa at this point and saw she was crying, she had figured out my love for Dimitri)

I'm here without you baby
but you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
but you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight.. it's only you and me (I skipped out the girl part knowing it wouldn't fit my emotions)

Everything I know,
and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won't take away my love (My love for Dimitri would live forever no matter what)
And when the last one falls,
when it's all said and done (At this point silent tears began to stream down my face, I breathed in and kept singing)
it gets hard but it won't take away my love

I'm here without you baby
but you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
but you're still with me in my dreams (I sobbed)
And tonight... it's only you and me

My Heart ached and as the music faded out my thoughts were drowned out by clapping and cheering, Lissa rushed up on stage just as I dropped the mic, I yearned for Dimitri, His Warm touch, His Deep brown eyes, His love.... I would never see him again and it made me crumble inside. Lissa was hugging me as she walked me down the stage. No one else had figured it out, they were oblivious, yet she knew but she wasn't mad she was sympathetic and caring.

I almost complained about her not getting angry at me until he popped into my mind, somehow, somewhere off in the distance out of the crowds I could hear his voice it made me melt inside and I just couldn't take it anymore."Roza,Roza.." I burst out in tears and Lissa being the only one close enough to here (luckily) hugged me and assured me it was alright until... A hand touched my shoulder thinking it was Adrian or even Christian, I turned in my swivel bar stool and nearly died at the face staring back at me, I was sure I was dreaming until I heard Lissa slump on the floor, guessing she had fainted, I wanted to join her yet the eyes staring back at me, those deep dark dreamy brown eyes I had fallen for stared back at me like they were staring into my soul. The voice I heard wasn't in my head it was real.

I couldn't believe it; I was taken into embrace by the strong, loving arms that had once caressed me before. I touched his hair, his body, his face to make sure I wasn't hallucinating or seeing a ghost. The only scary thing was..I wasn't.

Okay..Soooo? what did you think!??

Songs listened to during this :

Yesterday - Leona Lewis

New Perspective - PATD

Thinking Of You - Katy Perry

The Reason - Hoobastank

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