Sometimes we feel lonely and down. We feel like our friends are making fun of us. Maybe they are. This is making us feel sad and alone in the whole wide scary world. We find our rescue in writing stories or making video clips of our fandoms. We create a whole new private world with our own rules and secrets. We are happy in our world. But being despised by someone who you thought would never does it can break your heart into million pieces without even noticing. Someone who jokes around that he is smarter than you and prettier than you. It makes us feel stupid and ugly. Like we are nothing compared to them. Sometimes we need someone to tell us we should rise up and show how smart and pretty we can be. But what if this someone is not here to tell us that? A friend who compares you with him can't be loyal friend to you. Earning your trust must be hard so he can prove how much he appreciates you. Being called out with your little mistakes is not good too. It embarrasses you in all ways. And being played too. When you're doing everything fine and don't forget to get something your friend wants but he forgets you're simple request is a proof by itself. We can't trust everyone because we would end up hurt and bleeding inside without someone even noticing something is wrong with us. And sometimes it is better to write it on your laptop, phone or paper than telling it to someone who can tell everybody else even if you trust him with your heart and soul about it.