Disclamer: I sadly don't own the G-boys but I DO own this story and my original characterrs and the plot so no taking!

I hope you enjoy reading this and warning there is a small amount of Releena bashing, so no likey no read! Also I haven't been able to really edit so please excuse the grammer mistakes!

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Forgotten Pain

Part 1

The last thing Heero remembered from his life as a Gundam pilot was being throw from the explosion, then the darkness that accompanied soon after. When he woke up, on the shore, with water lapping at his feet, the only thing he knew was that he hurt. He had no knowledge of the war, of himself, or anything, he was just a young boy lost and in terrible pain. A young girl was walking by, she paused for a moment then looked over towards the beach. With a horrified gasp she raced down to the shore, her blond hair streaming behind her, she put the poor boys head upon her lap and called her mother for help. Ten minutes later an ambulance showed up, the personnel carefully placed the poor unconscious boy onto the stretcher, but instead of heading to the hospital they went to the young woman's estate.

When he woke up, the first thing he noticed that he wasn't in pain, and the second that a beautiful young woman was asleep by his side. She looked at him with green brown eyes, and smiled.

"It's good to see that you are awake. My name is Aurora, what's yours?" She asked, her soothing words seemed to echo through the well lit room.

The young boy shook his head, he couldn't remember. She frowned slightly, then turned her face to the ceiling in thought.

"What about the name Zed?" She wondered aloud looking at the boy.

He thought a moment, then nodded it was a little unusual sounding but it seemed to suit him perfectly. She smiled, and looked Zed in the eyes, "From this day on we are brother and sister!"

And that is how Heero Yuy became Zed Grissom, no longer a Gundam pilot but a normal young boy, but the past has strange ways of catching up.

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I opened my eyes slowly, the dreams faded and I sighed, something continued to nag me. Something that I should remember, ever since we started learning about the war in History class it felt as if something wasn't quite right. The Gundams amazed me, and that there were such creations in the world, and that there where people able to control them was hard to imagine. But from what our teacher, Ms. Dow described the pilots had been trained at a very young age, and that even though they once were thought to be terrorists it hadn't stopped them from showing the world the true evil. Shaking my head I looked around my room, everything was were I had left it, in perfect order, my laptop was sleeping on the cherry desk across the room, with my papers arranged neatly on the glossy finished top. My black backpack was beside the door, as where my slippers, but still something seemed out of place, that was when I noticed a pink fuzzy tale of a path robe poking from my closet.

Doing my usual routine I went to the a joining bathroom and washed my face and brushed my teeth. Walking out silently, I grabbed my clothes and went back into the bathroom, keeping the door slightly ajar so I was able to keep a eye on the pink fuzzy that hadn't moved yet. Dressing quickly in m usual jeans and a slightly tight shirt I walked back in to find that it had in fact moved. Nonchalantly I went to the closet and opened the door, with a loud boo! My sister Aurora, screamed and started to laugh when I tickled her.

"I surrender!" She squealed, laughing and clutching her sides.

I stopped and let her up, she looked at me with eyes shining, and a big smile on her face, which she promptly wiped off and put on a playful scowl. "Zed its not fair, I've never been able to scare you! Not once, and didn't you know that its improper to attack a lady?"

"Oh, I am sooo sorry milady, please forgive my rudeness." I said, and she busted out into a fit of giggles unable to continue our game.

A timid knock on the door told us that it was a maid, we quickly calmed down and said quietly that she could enter.

The maid walked in, her head down, brown hair covering her eyes and she stuttered, "M-madam and sir, your father wishes to see you two in the dining hall in h-half an h-hour."

Aurora was the first to react, she walked over to the maid and stood in front of her, "Fiona, how many times have I told you to call me Aurora and Zed wishes to be called Zed!" She said smiling at the timid lady.

"I'm t-terribly sorry miss. Fiona…" She trailed off.

I walked up and hugged Aurora around the shoulders, "Fiona, we aren't going to bite your head off, you are a working lady in a house hold, nothing more nothing less. All work is honorable, so please hold your head high and tell all the over prideful ladies at the market that at least you know what we look like and that we are your friends while they, even in a thousand years will never see us in person."

She looked up and a faint smile was found upon her faint lips, "Y-yes sir….I mean yes Zed….I shall do just that!"

The siblings watched their maid walk out of the room with more confidence than she had in a while, and smiled.

"How long have you thought of something like that, I've been trying to get her to feel better for ages!" Aurora whispered to me accusingly.

"Hmm, oh that, I just thought it up while I was talking unlike some people I actually listen to father's lectures!"

With that my sister had the best response that she could muster, she stuck out her tongue. I laughed and shook my head, "Come on, we need to go down for breakfast, go change and then we shall race!" I said enthusiastically.

"KAY!" She yelled and raced from the room in all her pink fuzzy bathrobe-ness.

I left my room, all my confused thoughts forgotten.

~Quatre, Trowa, Wufei and Duo looked at one another across the table, their minds on the past. Sally walked by, she wasn't sure what to say, the four boys hadn't been the same after their friends death a little over a year ago. They worked for the Preventers now, but every so often they would have a lunch break together and just sit in silence lost in their own thoughts.

"You know boys, no matter how hard you try, the person in front of you wont change into a girl." She said hoping to lighten the mood.

Nothing….once again she failed at trying to lift their spirits, apart they turned their attention to the problem at hand. She wasn't even sure why Quatre was working for the preventers, maybe to be close to his pilot friends. She mused and walked out of the room, shaking off the dark aura.

Trowa hugged Quatre, knowing that the moment Sally left he would break down, being an empathy he felt the loss of Heero the worst, but Quatre thought differently, Duo and Wufei had loved the silent, stone faced pilot. The loss was devastating, they didn't even bicker, when they thought Quatre or Trowa wasn't looking they would hold hands, silently giving each other support.

"We can't continue to grieve for the loss, he wouldn't have wanted us to. We must live on, for Heero." Trowa spoke calmly.

The three nodded their heads in agreement, and parted ways.

Quatre went back to his estate and his father had finally understood what he was doing, having accomplished operation meteor, and took back his disown meant, so he was once again the heir to the Winner estate.

Trowa worked in the circus part time and managed the gunfire and back up units in the preventers, while visiting his lover every so often.

Wufei worked in the preventers, and also taught a small dojo, teaching his young student the history of his clan.

Duo continued to play tricks on the pilots but they where half hearted, and he too worked with the preventers.

Two more years passed……~

The Grissom family was having a banquet the Winner family was the first ones on the list, to attend, for they have been business partners for years. Aurora seemed to be thoroughly enjoying herself she was wearing a slivery pink dress, and had her hair in some odd way, with a few braids and beads. I on the other hand hated the whole thing, having to dress up for one thing was just horrible. What made it worse was that the Princess of Peace Releena Peacecraft was coming and just hearing her name made him feel disgusted.

At that moment the heir to the Winner family walked in, in all his blond glory, right when I saw him my mind burned. Moaning I leaned against the wall, holding my head, eyes blurring slightly the heir turned his head, and our eyes met. His eyes widened in shock, while pain wracked through me. Aurora noticed a moment before I fell and raced to my side.

"Zed, everything will be okay, your headaches will leave soon……" She tried to comfort me.

I saw a flash of light, something exploded then the world around me exploded in fiery pain, I passed out in my sisters arms.

"Zed……..ZED!" She yelled, causing her father to look up and see his unconscious son, and his crying daughter.

TBC...................

I know I'm mean but its late and I need to finish my homework, also please feel free to R&R!!