Just a pointless poem about Himeko I wrote a few weeks ago. Found it lying around in my PC so decided to publish it.
Let me know what you think of it.
Hidden Pain
It all happened years ago
But I remember it all
Everything
As if it happened yesterday
Behind all my smiles
Is hidden pain
Which I refuse to show
Everytime I pass by that place
I'm reminded
of all the days I spent with Aa-chan.
But the blinding pain of what had happened
Runs through me again
Everytime I look in the mirror
And catch a glimpse of my blonde hair
The memories come fleeting back again.
The fear of being left alone
Haunts me again.
The words they had said
Cut me much worse than any blade
But now my eyes have long since dried,
They refuse to cry again.
I have many friends now, especially Bossun, Switch and Momoka
What more can I ask for?
The world is cruel, I can't change that,
But I snapped out of my facade
Even though it hurts, sometimes, to be called "Onihime",
But, I hope, one day I will no longer be called that.
Even though, it hurts when I'm reminded
And the hidden pain screams:
"You mustn't forget!"
I tell myself
"Aren't you happy now? You finally let go of the past!
"You are happy now!"
Now I can freely smile
Without worrying about anything.
Or my hidden pain
I wanted to run away...
But I simply chose not to
~BluMuzik07