A/N: oh my god im so happy i finished the first chapter after procrastinating for moonnthhs on end! anyways enjoy!
"You little shit!" Grisha yelled while kicking his son. "You were never supposed to be born!" Grisha Jaegar was a single father to Eren jaeger. His wife recently passed away due to kidney failer. Ever since then hes been drowning himself in booze and getting drunk. "Fuck your stupid ass." Grisha over time became abusive to his son. "No son of mine is gay!"At that Grisha left to go back to the bar. Eren ,a 17 year old highschool junior was lying on the floor trying to catch his breathe. He curled up in a ball crying. "w-why me?"
Whithin minutes Mikasa, Erens adopted sister walked in "Eren!" she screamed seeing his battered body. She ran towards him. "Are you alright? Who did this? What happened?!" she franticly asked questions hoping to get answeres. "I-It was dad. He was drunk again. I'm okay i promise." Eren started to get up stumbling a bit. Eren walked over to the bathroom mirror to examine the damage. He found his left side of his back was bruised and his stomache was bruised. Each one was tender to the touch and hurt. "Mikasa where the gause?" Eren asked "Top right cabinet" Eren grabbed the gause an wrapped it around his stomch where most of the bruising was. "I'll be fine don't worry just go to bed you had a long day at work." Mikasa worked as a doctor at Trost Hospital. With that Mikasa gave Eren a worried look and went to her room. Eren went to his room and closed the door. "Someone please save me" He whispered. Eren then went to bed.
The next morning eren woke up sore. "ow ow ow shit" his back hurt due to the painful kicking enduced earlier. It was a Thurday sometime in October, It was cold in New York. Eren went to his bathroom and brushed his teeth. When he was done he stripped himself and got into the steaming shower. The hot water washed away the pain from earlier and cleared his thoughts. He got out and got dressed. He put on his grey skinny jeans, a old converse shirt and combat boots. He walked to kitchen and made some toast. "Mikasa i'm leaving!" Eren yelled. "Okay be safe!" she yelled back. With that Eren headed out to school. The walk there was bitter cold due to the October air. The leaves were changing diffrent colors from red to yellow.
Eren finally arrived at school. He went to his first period class. His teacher Mr. Smith came in. "Alright class, we have a new student. His name is Levi Rivalle." Erwin announced. "Ackerman. Not Rivalle" Levi scolded him. Eren looked at Levi, The first thing that came to mind was his cold eyes. Almost emotionless. Levi took the seat next to Eren. "u-um h-hi" Eren stuttered. Levi didn't say anything just stared at the board. Eren shook it off and started his classwork. The rest of class went on and on...and on. Eren got bored and tried to start a converation with Levi. "What kind of name is Rivalle?" Eren questioned. "It's French" Levi said coldly. "O-oh cool" Eren stuttered. Levi looked over at Eren. "What the hell happened to your cheek?" He questioned. "O-oh Ah ah I got hit with a baseball, hahah ya ball magnet." Eren managed to get out "Mmmhmm" Levi hummed, he knew Eren was lying. His eyes flashed a worried expression then he looked back at the board.
Class eventually ended and Eren packed up his things "What class do you have next?" Levi asked. "Ummm i have MicroBiology with Mrs. Zoe" Eren replied. "Well then you'll have to show me i have that class aswell." Levi told Eren. "O-oh great i'll show you where it is" Eren replied. They got out of their seats and walked out the door. The walk to class a silent one. It wasn't awkward. I don't like him, it's only the first day and plus he's probobly not even gay. but he is cute. his eyes are so beautiful. oh my god Eren stop it! Eren mentally slapped himself. They made it to Biology. "Well here we are" Eren smiled and opened the door. "Oh and be careful Mrs. Zoe is kinda crazy." Eren warned. They walked into class and found their seats. This time Levi sat a couple seats away. In between them was Sasha and Jean. Mrs. Zoe sat infront of class "Alright my liittle titans today we disect rats!" Hanji Basicly squealed. The class groaned, they always hated disecting
After a hour of sclicing frogs the class ended and all the students rushed out. "So Levi i'll see you at lunch?" Eren Asked "Maybe" Levi replied. They both went to lunch and stood in line to get food. "aww shit it's meatloaf day." Eren complained "What's so wrong about that?" Levi questioned. "It tastes like shit" With that Eren walked out o the lunch line with Levi. They both sat at Eren's table with his friends. "Levi this is Armin, Sasha, Connie, Annie, Krista, and Ymir." Eren pointed out everyone. "Everyone this is levi He's in all my classes." "Hi!" Armin cheered. "Hey Eren did you ever finish that History assignment in Mr. Pixis's class?" Armin questioned. "Umm i think" Eren replied. Suddenly everyone got a look of fear in their eyes. "What's wrong guys?!" Eren asked. "Behind you!" Krista squealed. Eren looked behind him "Riener!" Riener punched Eren in the head. "Aww fuck!" Erens Cheek began to bruise. "Oi, shitty idiot what do you think you're doing?!" Levi yelled. "Just playing with my little toy." Riener qooed. He pulled Eren up by his hair and laid a sloppy kiss on his lips. Eren refused to kiss back and kicked Riener in his groin. "NAAAAAAGG!" Riener yelled and Eren ran to the bathroom. He opened the door and ran to a stall and locked the door. He silently began to cry. After what seemed like hours the bathroom door slid open. He stopped crying."I know you're in here Eren". He knew that voice. It was Levi. "Come on out i need to talk to you" Levi said sternly. "I don't want to talk." Eren cried. Levi found the stall Eren was in. "Eren open up" Levi said. Eren could've sworn he heard a hint of worry besides his cold deminor. "I don't want to" Eren cried. Levi then kicked the door open and Eren coward in the corner. Levi closed the door. "Tch, filthy" He said before he sat down. "What the fuck was that all about with you and that Riener guy?!" Levi hissed. "W-w-we u-used to go o-out, but he started getting abusive and possevsive so i ran away but he s-still t-t-treats me like a toy." Eren managed to get a full sentence out. "Eren, are you gay?" Levi asked. "What does that have to do with anything?!" Why is he asking me this? Does he like me?! c'mon Eren shut up!. "Just asking." Levi said nervously. They then walked back to lunch getting wierd looks from everyone.
"Where's Eren" Connie asked woried. "He's in the Bathroom" Levi responded coldly. As if on que Eren came walking in. His eyes were red and swollen and his face was a light red color. "Eren are you okay?!" Mikasa ran over and hugged him. "I am Mika it's okay" Eren hugged back. "Riener's gonna pay for that!" Mikasa threatened. "Dont worry Mika it's alright, i can handle it myself." Eren pleaded. Mikasa glarred daggers into her little brother might i say only by a few months. She reluctantly backed off.
After all their classes were done the kids walked out of school. As Eren walked to his car he felt a presence behind him "Levi?" He turned around and his hand was forcefully grabbed. Before he knew it Eren was behind the school. The figure pinned him to the wall. Eren looked at the figure to see it was Renier. The only things that ran through Erens mind were Fear, Run, and get away. He couldn't. Renier was strong, too strong for Eren to pull away. He did try though but ended upbeing punched in the cheek leaving a black and purple bruise. "If you try again ill punch harder." Renier growled. Eren hear the anger and rage in his voice. for the first time in his life he felt true fear. Ya his dad beat him but it's only a beating but being raped was diffrent. It takes everything from you, Sanity, Innocence, will to live, and strength. Eren was so lost in thought he didn't relise his shirt was torn of and laying on the cement. Tears begn pouring out of his eyes like fountains. he didn't dare verbally scream but he internally was. Eren was forced to the ground and striped of his jeans and boxers. He felt Renier slap his ass and let out a sob "R-Renier p-please stop." Eren choked out "I'll teach you to leave me, no one leaves me!" Reiner growled. Eren heard Renier unzip his pants. He knew what was going to happen. He was going to be raped then left to die. Renier was like that, so forceful, not even a real kiss. He felt something jam into him, Renier. Eren cried, he cried with each thrust, he cried at each moan Reiner made. He felt Renier release inside him. w-what did i do to deserve this, i- don't wanna live! i can't go on.Reiner walked away leaving Eren a naked crying mess. He was all bruised, sweaty covered in dirt and cum on him.
Eren heard faint footsteps behind him and crawled into a ball. "Eren?" He knew this voice. He didn't want Levi to see him like this. "P-please d-don't look at m-me" Eren choked out between sobs. He didn't want anyone to see him like this.
A/N: how was that first chapter? cliff hanger ftw so ill get chapter 2 up as soon as i can so yay. anyways reviews and critiques are welcome 3