Rick was having another sleepless night in Alexandria, witnessing Glenn coming to blows with Aiden made him realize the risks they are taking to live here. According to Glenn they could have lost Tara because of Aiden foolish demands. He bears the responsibility of not only his children well-being but his whole group. He is hoping that his decision to stay here would not bring any more harm to the people he loved.
Aimlessly Rick walks back and forth through the dining room, listening carefully for anything out of the ordinary.
"If you have to go to the bathroom just go already some of us are trying to sleep here" mumbled Daryl as he covered his face with his pillow. A few giggles could be heard coming from the room as Rick apologize and walked out.
Michonne smirk after hearing what Daryl had said to Rick but she knew she wouldn't be able to get any sleep knowing Rick was having a hard time dealing with his new surroundings. She slowly stood up, stretch and went looking for Rick.
She found him sitting outside on the porch. She slowly approaches him and laid a hand on his shoulder. "What are you looking for? Are you starting to see people that aren't there again?" asked Michonne with a smirk.
Rick slowly turn to look at her and shook his head with frustration. "What if I'm making a mistake trusting these people with our lives? You saw what happened today we could have lost Tara and that would have been my fault".
Michonne gently grabs Rick face between both her palms and look him straight into his blue eyes and said "you can't think like that, we all supported your decision to stay and right now this is our best bet".
She believes in him more than he believes in himself and that scared him but he wouldn't let it show. He promised himself that he would live up to the expectations of his family and he would protect them no matter what it took.
He took a deep breath and smiled at Michonne, "thank you for always being where you are most needed, let's try to get some kind of sleep tonight".
They went back inside and straight to the living room where their cots awaited them.
Michonne bedding was right between Ricks and Carls. She glanced over at a sleeping Carl and realizes how amazing it felt to be loved by this boy. She starts to wonder how it would feel to be loved by the father of this boy and she couldn't believe the provocative thoughts that ran through her mind.
Now it was time for Michonne to have sleepless night thinking about Rick and how quick her feeling for Rick had changed. She laid beside him, listening to his breathing and within a quick moment she was fast asleep.
Michonne woke up early the next morning feeling very uncomfortable and embarrassed. She looked around to see that everyone was still sleeping.
It had been such a long time since she thought about sex or woke up feeling so sexually frustrated. She didn't have to touch herself to know she was dripping wet from dreaming about Rick.
She turns to look at Rick still sleeping right beside her and wonder if he could ease the aching between her thighs. She felt shivers rush through her body when she thought of Rick lips and hands on her.
She stared at his face and took in every detail, from his closed eye lids to his smooth pink lips and pictured herself trailing kisses down his face until she reaches his sweet luscious lips. Slowly a moan escape from her lips and startled her back into reality. She quickly glances around the room to make sure no one caught her staring at Rick. She couldn't believe she was thinking about Rick in such a way. She sat up and decided to go upstairs to have a cold shower.
Rick slowly release the breath that he been holding and watch Michonne stroll out the living room. Earlier that morning Rick had woken up to Michonne whispering his name while she was sleeping. For a moment he thought he must have misheard her but then again she clearly repeated his name.
He wonders if she really could be dreaming about him and it made him feel very excited. He hasn't felt this way since the last time he slept with Lori and he couldn't believe that he was actually having these urges again. He couldn't take his eyes off of her, he felt like he was really noticing her for the first time.
"Damn she was beautiful" he mumbled to himself. Her soft and toned features turned him on. She had those big beautiful brown eyes that made him nervous when she look at him and her lips, damn her full set of lips made him want to whimper when he thought about the things they could do to his body.
He couldn't choose which part of her he favored the most. He thought about the kisses he would trail on her dark skin and the feel of her nice soft tone breast against his chest and mouth. He thought about that tight round ass of hers and how he would love to take out his frustration on it especially when she disobeys his orders. He would love to spank her till she screamed his name. He would take her hard because he knew she could handle it. He could feel himself bulging under his zipper of his jeans; he desperately wanted to free himself and jerk off till he releases his seeds onto her
He felt like he couldn't breathe when he looks at her now. He felt ashamed for looking at her like this. He respected her and couldn't believe he was having these thoughts about her. He wonder since she said his name if she would let him ease the aching between her thighs, he itch to run his hands up her legs until he reach her chocolate, he couldn't finish his thought, Michonne was waking up. He quickly closed his eyes and pretended to be sleeping.