Squall's thoughts on what he believes. It's not very long but I think I've got my point across.
I believe people have to take care of themselves if they have any hope of surviving life without needless pain. If you depend on others you will eventually end up on your own, it's easier to be independent from the beginning. Nothing lasts in this world but people don't understand that. People don't understand you, but in the end who cares. It's not worth explaining yourself every time you meet somebody, they won't be around for long and I myself wouldn't want a large part of my world to understand me or even think they do. People tend to think you don't care, that your cold hearted just because you don't talk about the things that are inevitable to prevent yourself from getting confused or just because there is absolutely no point, there's nothing to gain from talking. There's always a reason for the way people turn out but people don't bother to find that out they just try to change you to how they think you are, they don't understand you are who you are.
When I think back it seems stupid of me to believe the people I knew from the start of life would stay around forever till a distant death, then again I was only five or so. Even though everything I've said I believe I also think you only get to live life once, what's the point of spending it alone, I mean, maybe there is always the slightest chance that someone you meet wont leave. Remembering my past I have little hope in this theory. There is no way in hell I will risk feeling that again unless I completely trusted someone had no intention of leaving me what so ever. That time hasn't come. Not yet. Not anytime soon I hope, I don't think I'm strong enough yet.
Like I said it's extremely short and I've nothing else to say really. I writ a lot of one shots, I have a whole folder full I've just got to put them all onto the computer, which is rather tiresome. People used to think the same things of me (talking about poem) I still haven't came out of it really but I do have two friends now after five years. I find it hard to be comfortable around people now, maybe you lot can help.