AN: I had to remove all the lyrics from the song because some people were messaging us complaining about how it's copyright infringement, so I suggest you guys listen to the song while reading this. I hope it's still understandable.
She loved him, he was her Mr. J. She would always love him, even if she felt like he was poison to her.
He controlled her life ever since he entered it. She didn't know if she had lost control or if she had ever even had it. With him controlling her life though, things seemed much simpler. She lived to make him happy.
Mr. J was all she thought about anymore. He was the first thing on her mind when she woke up and the last thing before she fell asleep. Love had hijacked her mind and took it for a joyride, only bringing it back once she was willing to listen.
Their first kiss had been fire and electricity. The Joker made her feel alive like nothing ever had before.
But love hurts with the Joker. She may be his girl, but she was still a henchman and that meant if she did wrong she got the brunt of his anger. She didn't mind so much when he backhands her or even tosses her around a bit. What hurts the most is the thought that he could replace her.
She was addicted though and nothing could make her quit. Joker's love was a drug. She could never stay away.
She tried to gain his approval, make him happy. She'd become the best damn psychopath he had ever seen. She killed for him, maimed for him, tortured for him, and kidnapped for him.
She did leave once. She set off on her own and met Ivy. Ivy the complete opposite of her. Independent and spiteful towards men. She left, but it only found her yet another person to depend on. She didn't find her own independence.
He came to find her, ask for her back. Said he needed her. She didn't even hesitate. Her Mr. J needed her, there was no way she'd say no.
It didn't matter that he realized he needed her, he treated her the same. Every kiss got her more addicted. Every living moment pulled her in. To the point that even the pain didn't make her rethink her love.
Does he love her back. She is sure that Mr. J loves his Harley. There's no doubt in her mind. They're true loves. They're gonna get married one day.
She couldn't live without him, this much she knew. They were meant to be. It didn't matter who told her otherwise. It didn't matter how frightening he could be or what Red said, even though she loved her too, Joker was her one and only. The truest of all loves for her. They needed each other.