(Chapter 1, The Beginning)

(I do not own any characters or harry potter)

The train swayed back and forth as it rode along the tracks, I sat reading my favorite book: Romeo and Juliet (by William Shakespeare) and remembered my last two previous years at Hogwarts happily.

It's been a long two years since my first year at Hogwarts School of witchcraft and wizardry, I found out how my parents really died and that being harry potter is exhausting. I met my closest friends; the smart yet stupid, Ron Wesley, intelligently beautiful, Hermione Granger, Neville Longbottom the brave but careless, the pranksters, Fred and, George the twins and brothers of Ron, Luna that knows strange things and even, Draco Malfoy the school bully, plus Jinny Ron's sister than as well.

My friends helped me through the first and second years, those years were awful as I had to find a stone and fight a crazy professor with two heads, plus a snake to save jenny because she touched 'he who must not be named' diary. I almost kill myself every time I save somebody, why can't they save themselves' I thought stressfully as I put my book down to looked out the window.

'Funny that in all this time everyone still thinks I'm a boy, even now and It didn't help, when I accidentally drank that potion no my first year that turned me into a boy... permanently. ugh... thanks, Ron' I thought crudely when suddenly the cart door opened and a tall man entered.

The man had black long hair and dark hazel eyes with a nose that looked as if it had been broken several times; He walked over to the booth on the other side of the cart and sat down. Snape settled into his seat and looked up to see me, our eyes met as he looked up.

'Hmm, I wonder why professor Snape, the potions master is here. Maybe the other teachers kicked him out, Ha! because last time I checked we were on bad terms. I bet they booted him out for being a grump and a prude' I thought grinning, ever Since I blamed Snape for stealing the sorcerer stone in my first year he's been failing me and being very rude. I wished I could get back at him in some way but everything I thought of would either get me detention or expelled.

"Good evening Mr. Potter it seems we'll be sharing this cart together," Snape said with an angry look on his face as I only smiled sweetly back at him. I knew it would piss him off as I sighed to myself. 'Why me'

Seeing how Snape was now glaring at me, I knew it totally worked but then I went back to my book as it was more important than the shadow in front of me. an hour later after snape had somehow gotten an opportunity to shove me with my friends, who were in the booth next to us.

I had finished my book and was now sipping hot cocoa which I had bought from the trolley that had stopped by two minutes ago offering refreshments. I had ordered hot cocoa, while my friends, Ron and Hermine got pumpkin juice, ew.

They were talking about the recent sightings of Sirius black and us didn't question the teacher or student that was sleeping under a blank in the booth with us as Ron and Hermione were looking at me in worry. I was now staring out the now open window with no emotion on my face. I didn't know whether I wanted to kill or meet this man who helps in the death of my parents but for some reason no one wants me to.

I was the first one to notice when it started to get cold and dark as my friends kept talking about their animals until they also noticed. the windows of the train froze over as if it was a freeze and cracked in places. the whole train was filled with screams as it suddenly stopped dead in its tracks.

"Harry, what's going on? why is it so cold?" Ron asked scared as he shivered and Hermione snuggled her cat in a protection of the freeze. I looked out the window to see black blurry figures fly by it and the booths door clicked open as we all shot our gazes to it in fear.

it got very quiet as the door opened to revile a hooded figure. I could have called it the grim weeper from how much they resembled each other. It looked around the both as if it was looking for something and looked down at me but as he reached out to me everything got blurry.

I heard a woman scream in pain before I saw a bright light make the devil go running. Hermione helped me up as I had fallen to the floor and the teacher who was napping gave us chocolate telling us what those things were and who he was.

I didn't mind Lupin but as I looked over to the next both I saw Snape looking at me in what seemed like worry and I smiled, showing him I was okay. snape's face went blank and he looked elsewhere.

I went back to what lupin was saying as I heard him telling us that the dementors were here to keep Sirius out and me safe but they were not safe. I was really confused so, I eat more chocolate until the train got to Hogwarts.

I was getting out of the train as everyone from my both got out with their stuff but as I tried to pull out my suitcase it got stuck and I tripped on my foot trying to pull it out.

Snape had grabbed me making sheer I didn't fall back words and I fell into his chest but in a brief moment where we stood in the cart, Snape had pulled me closer before he let go of me. I saw something in his eyes scare me a bit as he looked straight at me. It made me get a bad shiver down my spine.

"I'm sorry excuse me and have a good day professor," I said quickly parting ways with the professor as I pulled at my suitcase that thankfully got unstuck and I made my way out of the both away from Snape. I got off the train to meet up with my friends and head to the great hall for dinner, not knowing Snape was staring at me leave the whole time in disappointment.

(The Next Day)

It was the morning of the first day at school when everyone started their New Year at Hogwarts and like always. I , Harry potter, Hermione Granger and, Ron Wesley were running late for class as We had missed breakfast and were all running to get to are first class. we made the cross road in the hallway we were in and it leads to potions and D.A.T.D.A. (defense against the dark arts).

"Ay! What class do ...we have for the ...first period!" Ron tried to yell as he ran out of breath from running.

"Potions class, the classroom to the right!" Hermione yelled back as We made it to the classroom in time before the bell but to Snape, we are always late which is why when We entered the classroom as everyone was working silently Professor, Snape looked up from his work and frowned when he saw the three musketeers of the school.

"You're all late," he said in his smooth deep voice with a bit of irritation as I gulped. I had a weird dream about him last night and still couldn't get it out of my head but I knew I had to stay strong.

"It's my fault sir I woke up late," I said proudly when really it was, Ron that slept in. Ron looked at me with tears in his eye's and a thankful look on his face while I kept eye contact with Snape's which looked like tigers ready to strike. Heaven, help me.

"Very well. Mr. Potter, you'll have detention here at the end of the day, now take your seats, your work is written on the board" he said with a raised eyebrow then he went back to his marking as The three of us took our seats in the empty desks in the back of the classroom.

'Ugh, just what I needed now I don't get any time for Quidditch, I'm so stupid' I thought angrily as I made my potion that turned black when it was supposed to turn green, Hermione saw this and put an ingredient in it that made it perfect as She looked at me angrily.

"Thank you" I whispered back apologetically as Hermione only mouthed 'pay attention' to me and went back to her work. Later at lunch, Hermione looked disgusted at how Ron was eating his food like a wild animal and I sat back just watching it play out and trying to forget that dream or was it a nightmare?

"Ron can't you please at least try to eat normally, for not our sake but for yours. You look like a wild animal" Hermione said very loudly in a very British, noisy manner with would always make me want to slam my head into a wall every time I heard it.

"Butt out Hermione, bloody hell no one cares what you have to say so but out!" Ron yelled with attitude back at Hermione when The sound of, Hermione's hand hitting Ron's face echoed through the whole hall making it silent as everyone was looking at us now. just great.

"Ron you jerk!" Hermione yelled as she then ran out of the hall crying with, Ron running after her. I only roll my eyes at their dramatic exit and went back to my food. They could be embarrassing.

'This is my life...at least they're still the same after all that happened' I thought sadly playing with my food with a smile when at the same time, Draco came into the hall and spotted me alone but as He walked over to me he saw that I was sad.

"Hey look! Harry Potters upset, I wonder why?" Draco asked teasingly as he stood at the other side of the table opposite from my seat while I looked up and automatically going from sad to mischievous.

"What are you talking about I'm a fine man it's just ...I've just been thinking about homework and how you always do it," I said back with sarcasm dripping from my voice.

"Well, shut up Harry Potter!" Draco said dramatically as he got up and walked away laughing as I looked at him blankly with a sweat drop.

'he never changes, does he. ugh, well back to food!' I thought cheerfully getting back to eating since Draco always cheers me up in his annoying little way. I felt someone's gaze as I eat and got that same chill as before when I was with snape in the train.

(Narrator prov)

'Why is he so carefree? Err! That bloody Mr. Potter why are you always in my head?' Snape thought agitated as he was not angry more like conflicted as he was watching harry intensity getting the attention of the teacher seated beside him.

"Hey, Severus just what pray tell has gotten your attention so much that you're not even eating your food?" Ms .McGonagall asked shocking Snape as he didn't realize he was watching, Harry Potter since he stepped into the great hall, rubbing his sore temple he got up not looking at Ms. McGonagall.

"A person that's what," he said bitterly to her before turning around and going through the back door to the dungeons in one smooth motion as He didn't even stop to hear her gasp of surprise to the unexpected news or notice Harry who was watching him leave.

(Harry prov)

'He was staring at me weird but then again it's Snape. ugh, why am I even thinking about him or even care? I need fresh air' I thought stressfully as I left to go for a walk in the courtyard to forget about all the things that were stressing me out.

First, I went to the fountain that was in the middle of the school grounds and saw the twin's had put a never ending bubbles spell on it so The bubbles were overflowing everywhere. I helped clean it up and then went to visit Hagrid's hut and helped him out with his weird garden but the bell rang for the next class which for me was transformation class.

I had to say goodbye to Hagrid and ran to class. After transformation class, I went to bed early in the boy's dorm to have a nap were My bed had been placed in there, (another reason why everyone thinks I'm a boy)by the headmaster.

I laid down on my bed and closed my eyes. I dreamed of the first day I came into the common room when they had told us all to go to are beds which were located in are dorms but, Ron had yelled at me to stop when I reached for the door to the girl's dorm and had asked me what I was doing because my bed was in the boy's dorm.

Please know this was before the potion incident and Somehow every year my bed is in here. It's like Dumbledore thinks I'm a boy which he probably doesn't. I think? I made a Big stressing sigh as I woke up and thought about what happened at dinner.

'I wonder why Snape was staring at me maybe he likes me... but that would mean he likes guy's' I thought to myself with a chuckle and slipped off to sleep again but Some time later after I had fallen asleep. finally. I got woken up by something that was shaking me and telling me to get up. I slowly opened my eyes to see, Ron frowning at me.

"Dude you have detention with Snape, I would get my ass down there now so you don't get another one man," Ron said worriedly as I looked at the time and like lightning. I raced down to the dungeons bursting through the doors of the potions classroom where Snape had been sitting quietly in and fell off his chair in shock.

(Earlier, Snape pov)

After my last class left I sat down in my black leather arm chair with a bad migraine and sighed in agony. I hated kids in general but hated it more when they wouldn't even bother to listen to their, elders.

'Why do kids have to be so stupid' I thought bitterly before I saw Harry's desk which had flowers surprisingly carved into it and I chuckled a bit with a smirk. The boy was weird as I wouldn't be surprised if he was gay.

'What an interesting boy... speaking of which, he should have been down here by now-(bam!)' I thought calmly just noticing the time and remembered that he had to be here for detention when I was cut short of my musing as Harry barged into the classroom with as much power as when I enter a room. Impressive.

"I'M NOT LATE!" Harry yelled Breathing hard from running which makes me lose my composer and fall off my chair in shock. I grab the edge of my desk and force myself back up in raging fury, no one is supposed to speak like that to another person let alone a teacher.

Harry looked frantic after seeing my shocked expression on my face which turned into relief but soon fear, as I gave him my death glare and slowly sat back into my chair. I put my elbows on my desk and rested my head in my conjoined hands as I kept glaring at his quivering form.

"Harry James Potter where do you think we are! Use proper manners and get to work or else!" I exclaimed coldly with a warning as Harry was just about to pee his pants and nodded.

"Yes sir sorry," Harry said quietly and started cleaning the cauldrons and vials (this is what students do for detentions in Snape's class). While I worked on documents that Dumbledore happily gave me for the hundredth time. I wondered how anyone could put up with this much work. ugh...

To Be Continued...

A/N- thanks for reading and PLEASE COMMENT! AND FOLLOW! sorry i like caps. hope you enjoyed chow! ;p