A/N: Ok so this is my first story. I know it's not a great one so please try not to be too critical:)
He was miserable the past few months. Colin and Finn of course tried to cheer him up. But endless trips to bars on the weekends just wasn't his thing anymore. She changed him. Not that he minded that. No, not at all. He loved it. She was the best thing to ever happen to him.
Lately all he did was to think about where his life went wrong and drink .
'Why did I issue that stupid ultimatum?'
That was the question he could not answer himself.
''Does it have to be all or nothing?"
'Yeah it does.'
'But why?'
'Because if we can't take our relationship to the next step then would it be worth trying?'
'But…'
''What's the point?''
Gradutaion was in May. It was November now. But still, her words echoed in his head. Every single day. He could tell she was really dissapointed in him. She would always be there for him, after crushing his body or when he lost his father's money, his own money and the money he didn't even know he had. And he? What did he do? He ran away the first time she needed him to be there for her.
Again, 'Why?'
If I couldn't get her to say yes then, then I would never have gotten her. But he knew perfectly well that it was not true. It was a big fat lie. She loved him so much she just wasn't ready for marriage yet. She wanted a future with him in it. Well, if he hadn't screwed up.
So again, 'Why?' did he think she didn't love him enough? Because he wanted to blame his fears on her.
„Yeah you messed up Logan Huntzberger. Admit it." he muttered to himself then went to his kitchen to grab another bottle of scotch. He didn't care how wasted he got if it made him forget bout her. After he finished the bottle he tossed it in the trash and started to walk over to the couch when he suddenly felt dizzy. He reached to grab the counter but it was too far so he fell and hit his head in the corner of the table. He didn't pass out immediately but it was getting harder and harder to keep his eyes open. After a while he didn't fight it and gave in to the darkness which overtook his brain.
And even know slowly slipping into unconsciousness all he could think about was her.
Rory Gilmore, his love, his life, his everything.
His Ace.