New Story! Okay, this is the Prologue to the story 'Love Sucks' an up and coming yugioh Fanfic :) The actual story will be coming soon, if anybody wants me to carry on :)
I don't own YuGiOh, just this FanFic! Enjoy :)
Prologue -
Pain. That's what I felt on that retched Monday morning, when I saw them, together. It struck me like a bullet to the chest, draining me of my life. I didn't mean to fall in love with her, really. Up until then I hadn't even realised, but I knew then, at that moment, that I had fallen for her. Some things you can't give a reason for – I think this was one of those times. How I had been captured so quickly, so simply, was beyond me. I thought love was beyond me. You could say I was wrong with a lot of things though.
My heart was pounding in my chest as I stood there in the doorway, as I gasped for the sweet air I couldn't seem to intake. I guess you never really thought about those bare necessities for life, and tended to take them for granted. When you needed it most though, when the thing that you desired so needlessly was just out of your reach, touching the very tips of your fingers, that was when you started to notice.
My body was frozen in place, rigid as a block of glacier ice. People were behind me, irritated that I was stopping them from pursuing their hunt for food and social interaction in their lunch break, but I didn't care – if this was what love felt like, then I was completely, irrevocably done. There'd be no way of getting out of this, I knew. You couldn't escape from the chains of this emotion that bound you without reason, no matter how hard you could try. If you did, then it wasn't really love in the first place then, was it? It was all an act, a play, a false sense of security.
No, that wasn't the love I felt, whilst I stood in that doorway. It was the real thing.
And you know what? Love sucks. Big time.
It all started before, way before that sh*tty thing called love forced its way into the picture. Well, or so I thought that it had never existed until that moment forth. Now though, I think it was just never apparent to me, my idiotic eyes blinded by lust and consuming pride.
This is my story - the story of the great playboy Duke Devlin, and how I got my heart crushed by a mere girl. My pride, all of it, gone. By someone who would never want me, never need me like I so needed her, ever. Yeah, I know, my life sucked. Don't tell me all that cr*p about life goes on without her, because really, I don't think it honestly will. Not for a second.
Who knows? Maybe she'll suddenly think to herself that she's irrevocably in love me, dump that b*stard and come running straight into my awaiting arms. You can't blame a guy for dreaming. It's a single hope, a light flickering in a far corner of my being, refusing to be consumed by the already given up darkness that shrouded the rest of my mind. Maybe, just maybe, if I wish upon a star for every night I live, with every fibre of my being, my story might just change slightly. Slightly enough to get a happy ending, at least.
Okay, so please review and tell me what you think, and if I should continue with this FanFiction! :) Thanks for reading as well! :)