Every day i'm insulted
i'm told i cant do anything right
i put on a bashful smile and clench my fist
trying to act like it doesnt hurt
attempting to prove myself worthy almost gets me killed
but there are worse things...
after coming home from being judged
i'm alone not a soul in my house but mine
i feel lost in my suffering
i don't know whats worse...
being talked down to by the people you admire
or coming home and being eaten alive by lonleyness
i want to escape...
but theres no way out.