Hello Everyone! My name is Paige :) I wrote fanfictions when I was younger and in high school and for awhile I just kind of lost interest and motivation in doing them anymore. Lately I have been feeling the need to write again though, it lets some of my stress and frustrations out with everything that is going on in my life with my soon-to-be husband being in the Navy and me being states away from him. I wrote another version of this story on my old fanfiction account, but I have decided that I'm going to try and redo all of them. But first I want to get this new version out. I hope you all enjoy! :)

Summary: Bella lives with Edward after Billy Black, her caretaker, dies. Her feelings come flying out, and mistakes are made, will it strengthen Edward and Bella's relationship? Or tear them apart? Bad title and summary I know, read please!

DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT OR ANY OF THE CHARACTERS IN IT.

There is a time in everyones life where you feel as though your life is coming to a complete halt, to an end.

It could be a car wreck, a freak accident that happens out of nowhere.

A family death, whether it be your parents, grandparents, siblings, or aunts, uncles, cousins, etc.

Finding out that the person you are dating, engaged, or married to has been seeing someone else behind your back.

There are so many ways to make you feel like this.

For me its seeing the anger radiating in his eyes, and watching him as he gets up from his chair, throwing it across the hospital room. For me its watching his back retreating as he walks out of the door away from me, letting it slam behind him, and I have no way of getting up and going after him.

How did my life come to this?

What did I do to deserve anything that has happened since I was 5? To have my heart ripped from my chest and broken into a million pieces by the love of my life..? My best friend..?

The answer is easy actually; lies, denial, betrayal, and mistakes...

Well I hope that this prologue has picked at your interest and you will continue on this journey with me to finish it :) Let me know what you think please! I will get the next chapter up within the next few days! -Paige