w00t! My first fic! So enjoy and review! please, no you suck, blah blah...i want Constructive Criticism...not I HATE YOUs! (thanx Scottish Wish for catching my errors ;;)
Disclaimer: It's not my anime...damn...i don't own any of the characters or the story line...im just not that freakin awesome ) ;
Plagued with the Memories of You
Gone. That's what you are. You left me behind. You left, taking with you all of our hopes for the future, the dreams we had shared, and the plans we had made. You took the loving bond we had and broke it.
No, shattered it.
You betrayed me. Hell, you betrayed us all. Two-faced bastard. You chose revenge over your life here with us. Over your life with me.
Was my love not good enough for you?
Was I not good enough for you?
If I had been a different person, would you have stayed?
It doesn't matter now. I am me, you are you. And you are gone, leaving me with the memories of what once was.
That is why today I am leaving as well. I need to get away. Away from the memories of you. Here, I can't do that.
Not when I'm living in the apartment we once shared, sleeping in the bed we once slept in.
Every night I am plagued by dreams of the life we could have had. How happy we could have been together. You and me.
The only things that plague me more are the nightmares. Your cold, blood-red eyes burning hatred into mine. Your cruel, heartless words cutting into my very soul. How many nights have I waken trembling just to find that you're not here.
The days are not must better. Everywhere I go in this town, memories of us follow me. The academy where we had our first kiss. The alley where you cornered me to confess your feelings for me.
I can't escape the memories.
That is why I'm leaving today, not looking back. To escape the memories and the pain that follows them. Maybe one day, once my heart has healed, I'll be able to return.
Be able to move on.