So Much More To Life
By; DaCow Takao
Disclaimer: I don't own Beyblade, nor any of it's characters. I also don't own the song 'When In Doubt' by Thousand Foot Krutch.
Have you ever felt abandoned?
Felt so lost that you were stranded?
Just like all the walls were closing in,
And you were still inside?
Have you ever felt like your days were numbered?
Stuck under a tree in thunder?
A fifteen year old navy blue haired boy was being held around the waist as tears streamed out of his eyes and he fought to get away. The voice of the older boy holding him tried to sooth the bluenette, but nothing seemed to be working, the other boy was too upset to even hear the voice. He wanted to run, run away from everyone and be alone so he didn't have to deal with the normal day pressures, just sit in his own oasis and spend his days doing nothing, just sitting and doing nothing. The only thing stopping him was the only one who seemed to care, the one he least expected to care.
"Takao, it's alright, it's all alright…."
The said boy shook his head vigorously; tears' spraying anything nearby, nothing was alright, everything was wrong! He couldn't figure out what, but everything… everything and everyone wasn't right…. Everyone hated him, making crude jokes, or just gawking over him for his skills, never for the real him, the part of him that truly mattered… But, if everyone hated him, why was Kai acting this way? The one who had betrayed him so many times before, the one he always welcomed back with open arms….
Nothing made sense any more, no matter how hard he tried to get it, nothing fit together…
"Kai, I can't take it… I can't take any of it…."
The older boy let out a small breath, trusting Takao enough not to run and letting go of his waist. The other frowned, grabbing the hands and placing them back around his waist as the rest of his tears fell. Kai led him over to a couch, sitting down and letting the navy blue haired boy sit next to him, shutting his eyes as he listened to Takao sniffle and wipe away his tears that streaked his face.
"How do you handle it?"
"Handle what?"
Kai reopened one of his eyes to stare at the boy net to him, who was absently staring at the wall across from them.
"Life…."
"I take one step at a time, not worrying what others think about me, and deal with whatever hits me when it happens."
Takao thought about Kai's answer for a moment, satisfied he let his head fall on the other's shoulder and silently fell to sleep. Kai sighed, gently placing the navy blue haired boy's head onto the arm of the couch as he moved. As he went to walk out of the room, he turned to stare at the boy once more, a soft smile coming onto his face for a brief moment before his cold façade came back and he left.
Why?
When you feel like you can't fly,
You gotta know I've got the answer for you baby.
Drives you crazy it's not over,
There's so much more to life then this.
So much more to life then this….
Hm, this didn't exactly turn out the way I wanted, but whatever, I hope you enjoyed it!
This is actually my fist 'yaoi' story, if it could even be considered that, but yeah, I guess it was alright...
Anyways, please review!
-DaCow Takao