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Prologue: Shattered Dreams

I was slowly walking down the hall heading towards the Room of Requirement. Being in my 5th Year I was allowed out later than the younger students. It was still a couple of hours before curfew, so I knew I would have time to do exactly what I wanted to do in there.

I just needed time to think.

I didn't hear anybody coming down the hall from either way. Hardly anybody walked down this hallway, especially late at night. Finally I situated myself in front of right where the door should have been.

What kind of room did I really need? Just a room to go into to be able to write and think.

Once I had this thought set in my mind, I began to walk back in forth in front of the door three times. On the third time, I waited for the door to magically appear like it always does, except this time it didn't. I tried again but instead I thought of a study room. After the third try, the door still hadn't opened.

This is odd. Either someone is in there already, or I'm just not thinking about it hard enough.

I stood in front of the door thinking about it for a few moments. Deciding that I hadn't tried hard enough, and I really didn't feel like trying again, I turned to leave. What I wanted to do I could always do later. After taking two steps, I heardthe door open behind me. The voice I heard next I would never ever forget.

"Well, well, well. What do we have here? None other than the littlest weasel."

I glanced back at him and said, "Oh shove it Malfoy." I started to walk off again.

"Where do you think you are going?" Malfoy drawled out.

I stopped and spun around to look at him. "None of your damn business you stupid git, but as far as I'm concerned, anywhere away from you must be better."

"Interesting," he said as he took a step towards me. "All alone late at night. To bad you had to run into me." He glared at me in a way that sent a shiver down my spine. I slowly started pulling my wand out, but he was quicker on the draw. "Expelliarmus."

My wand flew out of my hand. He was quicker than I gave him credit for. He continued to advance toward me, and I quickly tried to back away.

"Heh. To bad no one will be able to hear you scream. Silencio."

This is bad.

I turned to start running, and made it halfway down the hall when a well aimed jinx hit me hard. I saw the ground rushing to meet me, and I saw my bag go flying from my hands. I was in a full body bind. I couldn't move, and I couldn't speak.

Chances thrown

Nothings free

I heard the echoes of his footfalls in the hallway as he came closer to me. Then I heard more footsteps. I thought that maybe it was help on the way. Hope dwindled as I realized it was only Crabbe and Goyle. All three of them were now standing over me.

Malfoy grinned at Crabbe and Goyle, and then he bent down next to me. There was a look in his eyes that I had never seen before. A mixture of emotions, but mostly a look of lust and hate. He grabbed me by the collar of my robes and pulled me close towards him.

What the hell is going on

Cruelest dream reality

And then it dawned on me what was about to happen.

He pulled me closer so that my ear was right by his mouth. I could feel his ragged breathe on my neck.

"Well Weasley, it seems that a time in your life has come where no one will be able to save you. Not even Potter this time." If it was possible he pulled me even closer. "Like I said, to bad no one can hear you scream, because what me and my boys plan to do to you tonight. Heh. Well, lets just say, you'll wish you had never been born."

I shuddered involuntarily.

Why did I even think of coming to this stupid room late at night. He's right. Nobody was going to be able to help. No one is coming to save me. My life is about to change, and all because I wanted to sit and think about how to tell a certain person how much I loved them. And now I was about to be gang raped by these three gits.

Raped.

Longing for

What used to be

I was about to lose a part of myself that I would never be able to get back.

Malfoy continued to sneer at me. I know he saw the horror and realization of everything that was about to happen flash in my eyes. He then roughly picked me up and started heading towards the room.

He looked over his shoulder and said to Crabbe and Goyle, "Grab her bag. I don't want anyone to find her until after we've all had our fun."

My mind seemed to be on overdrive. There was nothing I could do. I was completely helpless, and I just knew nothing would ever be the same again. They all three walked back in forth in front of the door. Once the door appeared, they walked in through it. I was still hoping someone might walk down the hall before we made it through the door.

But no one ever comes down this hallway late at night.

No one is going to save me.

Still it's hard

Hard to see

My hope faded and was completely extinguished when I realized we were in the room, and I heard the door click shut.

Fragile lives

Shattered Dreams