I gripped him tighter. This felt so wrong yet it was.. what I wanted? What I desired. Karkat smiled at me. I held him closer. I opened my mouth to say something but he took that chance to shove his tongue down my throat. He explored it a little, then relaxed and enveloped my tongue in saliva. I closed my eyes. I wanted to keep this moment forever. But I knew it would never last. A cursor appeared above our heads. Someone was using Sburb. I ran to the PC. I tried to close the game but I couldn't. Someone was watching me. Watching us.
"Forget them." Karkat said.
"Who cares if everyone knows that you and me are together."
I blushed. I felt my horns, then saw his. We were not normal. We were not what people wanted. But we were what we wanted. I walked closer to him and he lay down on my bed.
"I love your eyes. They just reflect everything, as if you are 100% selfless."
"That's because I don't have any pupils."
He shook his head and pulled my sweater off. He stroked my hairy chest. He smiled. I was so scared, that I would get close to him just for him to abandon me. He pulled me closer and he unbuttoned his shirt. He opened his mouth and we kissed again. And then he took off his pants and pulled the covers up. Whoever was playing Sburb was frantic now. Trying to move the bed so it couldn't happen. I guess his love blocked the player. He stroked my cheek and without a second though, I undid my pants. We moved closer together. I was going to ask how we were going to do it but then he grabbed my penis with his hand. I found his and held it fondly. He started thrusting his hand back and forth. I did the same. I didn't want to climax first so I bit my tongue, or was it his. I'm not sure, he didn't seem to mind so I guess it was mine. He shuddered for a second and I stopped. His eyes turned black. I leaped out of bed.
"Karkat? Are you ok?"
He convuled on the floor and threw up. Then his eyes returned to normal.
"T.. thank you."
"For what?"
"For showing me what love is."
He then stepped out of the window. And a single tear rolled down my cheek.
"I will always be with you Karkat."
And then I joined him.