Phil and Dan both sat on the couch, blushing, ducking their heads. Neither of them knew what to say. Phil had just admitted to his love for Dan, and Dan was very shocked. Phil was afraid Dan didn't like him. Dan was terrified. In the time a normal person has one or two thoughts, Dan will have a whole string of ideas effectivley scaring him out of literally everything.
Dans current thought process was that Phil liked him. He also liked Phil. That's fine. But, if they were to start dating, Phil would want to kiss. That's fine. But, if they were to kiss, Phil would want to have sex. And that, Dan was absoulutley terrified of.
"Please, just say...s-something." Phil whimpered.
"I like you too, Phil," Dan finally mustered the courage to speak. "But...I-I don't-" He couldn't finish his sentence.
Phil was both relived and nervous. He moved closer to Dan, wrapping his arms around his shoulders. "But what, you can tell me." Phil comforted.
Dan shuddered. Phil's touch was what he had always wanted, but he was too afraid. "But I'm scared. Scared of being in a relationship with a man." He shivered.
Phil understood. He had been gay for a lot longer than Dan knew, and had been so scared of everything that came with dating a guy. Especially sex. But men had come along, slowly pulling away his fear, and showed him what guys could do. And he was about to do the same for Dan. "I know, I know," Phil whispered, his arms gently draped over Dan's shoulders. " But if you give me the chance, we can take it slow, okay?" His words were firm but soothing. Dan nodded, shivering. "All right, let me show you," Phil's words were gentle as he took Dan's hands and turned him so they were facing eachother.
Dan was shaking, terrified. He was all but absolutley positive that Phil was going to try something way out of his comfort zone. "Hey," Phil looked into Dan's eyes, seeing the fear inside of him. "Nothing is going to happen tonight, I promise, unless you tell me it's all right. Okay?"
Dan's voice shook, "Then what are you showing me?"
"That you can trust me. I will never force anything on you, I swear on my lions."
Dan giggled. "That's a big promise for you."
"Yep." Phil giggled too. "Now, can I try something? Do you trust me?" Phil asked sincerley. "You don't have to say yes,"
"Sure..." Dan felt uneasiness settle over him. He prayed that he can trust Phil.
They locked eyes for a moment. Phil leaned in gently. He is gonna kiss me! Dan thought. He moved away, cursing loudly. "I can't Phil!" He yelled.
"Hey, hey, that's all right. You don't have to. Anytime you feel uncomfortable, stop me. Like I said, I won't make you. It's okay, Dan."
Dan had began to cry. He leaned on Phil's shoulder. "Shhh...Dan, you're okay, you're all right,"
Das all folks! End of the first part of my first fic. Hope yah enjoyed, and yes, this will get VERY smutty as it goes on. :)